I'm gonna apologize now, sorry.
Chloe,
You have always been there for me and that's why I'm writing you this. You were my only friend, only real friend that is. I built my wall so high that no one could climb it, but you tried and succeeded. You opened me up.
You are perfect Chlo. Your laugh is infectious; your smile is kind and bright, like your heart. You always loved me in the best ways. Hopefully I loved you the same way you loved me.
Writing this is probably the hardest thing I've ever done. Trying to sum up your perfection is impossible. Anyway, do you remember when we went ice skating last Christmas? I fell like three times and you kept laughing at me. I don't know why but that is my favorite memory of us.
You're probably crying right now, you shouldn't be. I love you and you love me right? That's all that matters. I'm sorry, but I just couldn't do it anymore. I just want you to know you were the best thing that ever happened to me. Goodbye Chloe. I'll miss you and I love you.
Beca.
I watched down on everyone. I figured they would all be happier with me gone. The only one I was worried about was Chloe. But as I kept looking over everything I saw that I was wrong. I haven't seen my dad smile or make a lame joke in the four months I was gone, the Bellas haven't been concentrating on their choreography, and even the Trebles weren't doing as well as usual. Now Chloe, watching her breaks my heart. She cries almost everyday. She keeps a picture of us from when we went ice skating on the wall in her room and I'm her home and lock screen on her phone. But what killed me a second time was finding out that she quit dancing. Chloe is the best dancer I've ever seen and she quit at it. I didn't understand why until one night she was talking to the picture of us on the wall. "I miss you so much," she said. "Why did you have to die? I can't dance anymore, you were my inspiration Becs." I started crying as I listened to her. "I love you Beca." All I wanted was for everyone to be happy, but all I did was create sadness…