(Author's/Note: just a confession you should know before reading this, I've never actually read the Twilight series I just know all the characters and the major events of their lives, and this is my first fanfic so please be nice! But I do plan on reading them but my library is out of them currently :( I 'm not gonna beg for reviews but i would sure like them! they make me :D like if u could tell that I've never read the book because of an obvious mistake or something, Sorry its kinda short, but I wasn't sure if people would even like it, thax! Enjoy :)

Disclaimer: donot own twilight/charcters

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Bella thought about what she had to do now to herself and the love of her life, fresh streams of tears rolled down her red cheeks thinking of her task, it hurt her.

"Bella?!" he was at her window.

FLASHBACK

"Hey Jacob what's up?" she asked curiously wondering why he thought it was unnecessary to ring the door bell or knock before he entered her room, "Bella, Bella, Bella, my sweet Bella," he whispered when reached out to touch her face, but she pulled away confused and thinking 'Jacob never tried to touch me like that and he knows about Edward… I think…' but her thoughts were interrupted by Jacob's ridiculous comment "…so I hear that Edward likes you,"

"Well of course he likes me, he's my boyfriend!" She told him like he was asking what color the sky was.

"That's what I wanted to talk to you about," he started slowly "I want that to change… soon" a strange feeling took over her stomach and had commanded it to do flips against her will. "Bella I know you love me right?" he asked in a false sweet voice.

"No! I don't, I love Edward" she finalized sounding more authoritive than she felt. Momentarily she had forgotten that Jacob was with her and that she was in her room, but her thoughts were rudely interrupted by a searing fiery pain in her back, because Jacob had just slammed her into a wall, she grimaced at the thought of Jacob so painfully close to her.

"You, Are, Mine, I, Own, You, are you getting the picture yet Bella?" on the verge of yelling, but it wouldn't bother the inhabitants of her house because there were none, Charlie had gone some business trip for the next few days, so there were no worries about the noise or Edward's nightly stays, she internally smiled at the thought of Edward, but then snapped back to Jacob.

"No! I'm not yours Jacob, and I don't belong to anyone and I love Edward, that's the way it is… I'm sorry." she added quietly. He had started shaking Bella tried to back up but realized once again she was already pressed against her closet door, he had changed into wolf form, and Bella's jaw dropped and her eyes bugged out immensely.

"No I don't think you are sorry…yet, let me let you on a little secret, if you don't break up with Edward, I'll break him, simple enough for you?" she had started crying uncontrollably, nothing able to come out of her tight throat, so she just nodded quickly. "Good Bella." he whispered as he tried to force Bella into a kiss, she whimpered, trying to turn away from him, but he held her head still with what seemed like inhuman strength, it seemed like an immeasurable amount of time until Jacob pulled away from her and it seemed as if his eyes were laughing devilishly at her. After he jumped out her window, she collapsed near her bed, and sobbed more than ever before. Pulled her knees to her chin, and rocked herself trying to stop her tears, but of course nothing worked, she needed Edward, and she knew it but she also she knew couldn't have him now. She knew Edward was gonna be here any second he was never late, the clock's red numbers screamed 9:59, less than one minute now, she thought to her self. As if on cue Edward appeared at her window.

"Bella?! What's wrong?! What happened?!" he questioned her nervously, he jumped through her window and was at her side, trying futilely to comfort her, and gently pulled her face to his, and looked into her blood-shot eyes, a small gasp escaped him, but she quickly looked away. 'I know what I need to do and I just need to get it over with, don't drag this out Bella!' She scolded her self harshly. She sighed trying to calm her self (then started hiccuping) and tried to gather any courage she could find, and looked at him with her blood-shot eyes and said "Edward, I don't love you."