Dying without you

Sometimes you may feel the world at your feet. You learn that your life, each and every day just seems less and less important. It's that every moment you see how happy he is without you in his life, that you question how he can even consider you his "best friend". How he is so in love with a beautiful yet kind blond bombshell, you wonder how is it that he can even look at you. It is at this moment that you learn life just doesn't seem like living any longer. So you decide to make it easier for everyone you know and just forget about him, and move on. So you move to a new city and a new place, no longer living in New Jersey, with the guy who just so happens to be in the biggest boy band alive, but to the other side of the country, to a new place where you can forget about him and move on and only see him when he has a concert in your area. It never comes to your mind that he may feel the same way about you, and it's too late to just forget about everything that has happened.

Okay I know it is really bad and all, but I wanna know if I should write it, if anyone likes it or not let me know please...