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Logan POV
"Carlos! Pay Attention!" I shouted as I started pulling out dinner from the oven.
Carlos zoomed past me and shoved me with all his force. James was chasing Carlos.
"Carlos Give me my lucky comb! Carlos! Now!" James cried.
James fell and slipped in the mush of food he and Carlos had stepped all over.
"Oh I'm sorry Logan."Carlos replied meaninglessly.
"Carlos you're always so careless. Frankly, it's kind of annoying." I hissed helping James up.
Carlos gave me his puppy eyes thinking he could get out of this. Well he was wrong. I spent almost two hours making dinner and now it was on the floor. It just pisses me off how Carlos acts sometimes. He is so immature.
"Look Logan don't get all fussy. It was an accident and-"
I cut Carlos off. "So you were just teasing James by running around with his lucky comb by accident? How would you like it if James took your helmet? "
Carlos replied with a shrug and a smirk.
"Carlos you're not 4 anymore so grow up and stop being a fucking idiot! Why can't you act like a normal person like James and Kendall! You are always messing things up. I am too nice to you!"
After I said those painful words Carlos' eyes began to water. Carlos and I had been my best friend for as long as I could remember. He has always treated me as a prince and now here I was acting like a total bitch. I felt so horrible watching how Carlos reacted to what I said. I didn't want to hurt him. Correction hurting him is the last the I would ever want to do. I mean it really wasn't a big deal that he messed up the dinner I slaved over. The real reason I wanted to perfect it was Carlos.
"Logan, don't be mad at Carlos. It's my fault too; if I hadn't chased him he wouldn't have bumped you. I'm so sorry." James said mellow.
"James, it's ok."
Carlos POV
How could Logan ever say something like that! I mean he was Logan. Logan the nice guy who never said bad words and was always on my side. The Logan who never started conflicts and always was polite. My Logan; The Logan I fell in love with was calling me a fucking idiot. My heart felt as if it was split in two. As if someone got hungry and took big bites of it. Like Kendall did to the cake I made for Logan on his birthday.
I tried to stop crying but I couldn't. I didn't know how to respond to what Logan said. So figured I would come up with my best come back and walk away.
"Well at least I'm not some smart ass like you! Logan look in the mirror you're way more abnormal than me! You're just some fucking smart freak! The only reason I am your friend is because I feel sorry for you! No one wants to be the nerd's best friend so I did the dirty work!"
"Carlos you don't mean that!" James chanted.
"Don't tell me what I freaking mean James!"
With that I turned away and walked towards the room me and that bitch (Logan) shared.
James POV
I apologized once more to Logan and headed to talk to Kendall. I needed to clear my head of what had just happened. Kendall was out by the pool so; I went to go put my trunks on. As I was heading out the door I saw Logan scrubbing the floor as tears fell from his eyes.
"I'm heading out to the pool with Kendork, so I won't be back for a while."
Logan smiled as if he had approved of me going.
"Are you going to be ok?" I asked.
His response was just a simple nod of yes.
I quickly reached the pool and saw Kendall sharing a lounger with Jo. I didn't like Jo. Jo was always around Kendall. Which was very annoying. I approached them and asked if Jo could leave. She hesitated at first, but then figured she would give us our privacy.
"Kendall, Carlos told me something very interesting earlier. He told me not to tell anyone but, I really need your advice."
"Okay James, what did Carlos tell you that he wouldn't tell me and more shockingly Logan?"
"He told me that…." I hesitated for a while. Kendall looked like he was starting to get annoyed so I continued. "…he's gay"
"He's gay. That's all!" Kendall laughed.
"Not only gay, he loves Logan and they just got into a big fight."
"Logan? Of all the guys in the world why Logan?"
Why did Kendall care who Carlos liked. Especially if it was Logan. In my head I began to question Kendall and decided not to do it out loud.
Carlos POV
I locked the door to mine and Logan's room so that no one would bug me. My head throbbed with the things that just happened. How could I do this to him, I mean I loved him. With his adorable chocolate eyes and that cute little sideways grin he had…I heard Logie crying. What have I done? Why did I say such mean things to him?
More and more thoughts flew around in my head. I shouldn't feel bad; he was the one who started it! But, I'm not the type to hold grudges. Not me! I'm the Carlos who always make people laugh and have a great time.
It pained me so much. I figured I would go out and apologize even if he didn't want to back.
Once I open the door I saw a weary Logan sitting on the floor. He looked up at me and looked back down. I could tell he was extremely hurt inside. I rarely saw Logan sad or angry. So this came to a shock that what I have said left that impression.
I just wanted to sit right next to him and cheer him up. I wanted to wrap him in my arms tightly until the pain went away.
I wanted to kiss him.
Kendall POV
Oh shit! Had I just said that out loud? I turned to see James' face all I saw was a stunned expression. I admit I like Carlos. It just tore me up to here he likes Logan. Sure Logan was nice to Carlos but I could never imagine Logan thinking of Carlos as more than a friend. Carlos should just open his eyes! Logan's not gay….but I am! So why did the fuck did he have to pick Logan! He just wants to make my heart feel as if it's being boiled.
I got out of deep thought and just remember the situation I had gotten myself into. I had to go before James questioned me.
"Umm James…I-I have to go."
"Soo long gay boy!" James said mockingly.
GAY BOY! Oh fuck had I been so obvious! Now what was I suppose to do! I walked into the lobby as my hands grew sweaty from nerves. All I can think about was Carlos. I loved the way Carlos wore his helmet and those puppy dog eyes he gives you when he wants something. That innocent look he makes when he did something bad and most of all his energetic personality! What's there not to love about Carlos? I mean just look at him.
I felt very threatened by Logan. He could really turn out to be gay and fall for Carlos. That's why I was happy to hear that Logan and Carlos got into a fight. I mean those two have always been really close. Now hopefully they will start to drift apart. I would do whatever it takes to make that certain. And by whatever I really mean whatever!
I slowly made my way to apartment 2J as I approached the door I heard various noises coming from behind it! It sounds as if Logan or Carlos was struggling. Knowing that they were still fighting filled me with joy.
I opened the door very quickly to see what was going on. However, when I saw the action taking place, all of my joy had left me.
"LOOGAAN! CARLOOSS!"I cried.
Logan POV
Sorrow filled my heart as I saw Carlos walk out of our room. He looked concerned and immensely sad. Just a glance at that boy reminded me of what he had said. Carlos approached me and sat down. FUCK! I grew very tense and uncomfortable. I was not ready to talk about it. My heart still ached and him here didn't not help at all. I really just wanted him to leave; each second he stood there just made me feel more and more dreadful. At first he just stared at me as I was hunched over with my face in my hands. He then pulled my face facing his and I felt my eyes watered up. Carlos then looked down and I noticed he had begin to cry also. He wrapped his free arm around my waist and gazed into my now red eyes.
"Logan don't cry, it hurts me so much." Carlos said with compassion.
"Carlos why does matter you don't really want to be my friend remember!"
"NO! Logie you're my rock and without you I am nothing! I can't show you how sorry I am. Logan I never want you to feel unloved by me because I you're my bestest friend in the whole wide world and would do anything to make you forgive me" Carlos replied as a shower of tears fell from his brown eyes.
It was amazing to me how Carlos knew all the right things to say. I really wanted to forgive him but, I just couldn't seem to. That comment he made me feel like all the memories of me and him were big lies and as if I was an obligation. I couldn't stop sobbing and Carlos next to me just made me hurt more. I needed a shoulder to cry on but, certainly not Carlos'!
"Ca-rl-o-ss. I do-n't knoo-w if I-I cou-ld for-give you." I said as my voice cracked from me crying. I wiped my eyes and continued, "You know th-hat I re-ally wish I-I could but not ye-et no-ot no-w.
"My Logie Bear I love you so much! Please forgive me! Please!" Carlos said desperately.
Just as I was about to reply I felt Carlos squeeze my waist harder and got a firmer grip on my chin. Carlos pushed me with all his strength to lay down on the still damp floor. Carlos got on top of me and he pushed his lips against mine. I kissed him back passionately at first but, then I realized who I was kissing. I was kissing my best friend Carlos! That's just wrong; I'm not the least bit gay!
I started to refuse and push him off with all the force I could. Somehow he managed to stay on top of me trying to kiss me vigorously. He so strong! Noises started to leave me because I was in such a struggle.
I heard the door open and I tried to kick and scream so who ever came in would help me. Carlos didn't notice that someone had walked in and still kissed me uncontrollably.
"LOOGAAN! CARLOOSS!"Said Kendall with a shaky voice.
Carlos immediately got off of me and looked at Kendall with great fear. I wiped my lips and grew very pissed.
"What the fuck is your problem you fucking faggot!" I screamed at Carlos.
Carlos didn't not say a word he just looked at me blankly and looked back at Kendall. Kendall looked as if he were to cry.
"Logan you're a mother fucking slut! And Carlos how could you!" Kendall said as he went in his room.
James POV
I walked into our apartment and heard Kendizzle snap at Logan and Carlos. I walked towards my two friends who were sitting on the floor breathing very heavily. Just as I got to them, Logan got up and left the apartment. Carlos stood on the floor alone and glanced at me and went into his room.
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