The End of Everything but The Beginning of Something New
Chapter 1: THE END
A/N: I don't own Twilight or any of the characters.
Most of the following in this chapter comes from Stephaine Meyer's book New Moon pgs.69-71.
The rest of the story will not have any or much of what happened in Twilight.
In this story Jacob is already a werewolf and Bella knows and so does Edward.
EPOV
I can't believe I'm going to do this I don't know why Jasper wouldn't just leave. He just has to drag the rest of the family away from her to.
If he would just learn to control his dumb thirst none of this would be happening right now. I wouldn't be siting waiting in Bella's driveway for her to get home from school to tell her we're leaving. Well not all of us, Alice refused to leave. I don't know what she's going to do without Jasper.
I don't know what I'm going to tell her but whatever I tell her...I don't even want to think of her reaction to it. She's almost here I can hear that slow old truck that... that dog sold Charlie. What kinda father lets their daughter drive a piece of junk like that? It could breakdown anywhere.
BPOV
School had just let out and I was on my way home. I couldn't help but remember that Edward hadn't talked to me all today. I think it might have to do with the whole, Jasper almost killing me thing but I don't know. Alice and the other Cullen's never came to school today, I guess it had something to do with the sun finally shining, but they didn't come yesterday either and it was raining. I was almost in front of my house when I saw a car parked in my driveway.
When I get there I found a silver Volvo…Edward.
I was happy he'd gotten over what happened at my birthday party last week.
That when I saw his face at my truck window and thought maybe he hadn't…maybe he hasn't gotten over it.
I got out of my truck, books in hand. When Edward took them and placed them in the seat. He took hold of my hand and started walking me into the woods.
FLASHBACK ( pgs. 69-70 New Moon)
"Bella, I'm leaving, we leaving and I don't want you to come with me."
What ! I wanted to scream at him. I thought he loved me, but I couldn't. The scream just wouldn't come out.
"You…don't want me to come with you?" That's all my mind would let me say. I didn't even really mean it to be a question more of a statement.
He stood there for a moment…He seemed to be thinking of a nice way to say it. "No, I don't. I talked to the family and they all agreed that it is much safer for you... well, all of us besides Alice." he said.
I could see it in his eyes he meant it. At least he was doing it to keep me safe. His eyes were not the comforting topaz they usually were; now they were red, blood shot. He must have seen the pain in my eyes and the sadness that was showing so plainly on my face because it started him talking again.
"Of course, I'll always love you…in a way" in a way what did that mean "But what happened the other night made me realize that it's time for a change. Because I'm tired of pretending to be something I'm not. I'm not human." He told me that all the time he never let me forget it. Never, but he went on while I was searching my head for answers.
"You're not good for me, Bella" not good for him that was so true I could never measure up to him. Never. Even if he didn't have that hundred year head start. But it was his choice.
"If…that's what you want." He just kept nodding his head.
"I'll make you a promise;" he said "I promise that..." I cut him off
"I don't care Edward" I said in a tone that meant exactly what I said "It doesn't matter anymore leave if that's what you want...if that's how you feel then just leave."
"Bella I ..."
"I said leave Edward."
END OF FLASHBACK
That was it. He left just like I said.
It was The End...The End of everything.
By that time the tears I was holding back came pouring down. I couldn't stop crying. I ran to the house. Unlocked the door with the key that was always kept hidden. I ran upstairs tripping a few times in the process, went to my room and locked the door. I was never coming out again.
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