The strangeness of this world, the strange people with all their complicated feelings,pasts,and opinons.
I have never been very good with people. To be honest, I don't even like humans. Its strange right? That I loathe my own race. That I look down upon for our foolishness and stupidity, our cruel ways of treating eachother and our deep-rooted ignorance, and yet, despite my dislike I've always been curious. I want knowledge. I wish to know of the cultures, the languages and the history of so many countries. So many that I fear I may not have the time for all of them. Japan, China, Korea, USA, England, France, Russia and Egypt. In that order.
I have been told that I'm a bit eccentric and on the weird side. My humor is kind of murderous. Sarcasm is my favorite poison and I was once told by a shrink that I have a very dark mind, which at that point frightened me quite a bit. Maybe it is true but I wonder if that make me bad? Evil? Who knows, I have no clue, so if youd o, feel free to stick it where the sun never shines.
My interest are self-defence.I spend half of my life haunting libraries. I have no count of the books I've read. I dont even wanna try to count! History, Fantasy, mysteries, mythology and novelles based on true stories. It doens't matter what it is – if it is a book of intelligence then I´ll read it. The Supernatural was always a big thing for me, but of all mythical creatures, Vampires always were my favorites. I´m not sure why though. Perhaps it is because I have a beauty complex of some sort? Naah, I doubt it. Perhaps it is because I like the thought of living forever? I mean, seriously, All the books you could read, all the languages you could learn! All the important people you could meet! And yet, how lonely that existence must become- having to live forever, watching everyone you care for wither and die, losing the ability to become a mother. I´m quite divided on that topic, you see but the show must go on. So, you can guess how thrilled I was when the vampires 'came out of the coffins'.
I was almost 14 when they revealed themselves. I had done a lot of stupid things already at that age, but I was working on escaping my troubles or rather the dark hole I had fallen in when the fact that vampires actually existed spiked around the world and I found that after a few talks with the dear ones around me, that the troubles had been the outcome of somethings I´d gne through as a kid.
A year went by and I got through my phase of depression when certain things caused that I decided to take a year in the USA as an exchange student.
Oh, I apologize for my poor manners, I better introduce myself. My name is Camilla, Im 15 years of age, Born on the morning of March 19th in the year of 1996 on the night of a fullmoon. I'm a Fish and I´m not quite the everyday person.
But this is the story of how I met the only one I´ve loved to this day, apart from family of course.