Sealed lips
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Kurt was Mercedes best friend he was always honest with her even before Glee and Blaine happened there were each other's first.
Best friends that is.
That's how she knew he would never lie to her or try and hurt, which only made things more confusing. Kurt smiled at Mercedes when she walked out of the changing room nodding his head he said "Big, black and beautiful".
Mercedes smiled weakly and stepped back into the changing room it was obvious from the way that Kurt's eyes lit up and the triple clap of his hands that he was excited and happy about the outfit she had tried on at his insistence but his words rolled back over in her head.
Big, black and beautiful. Big, black and beautiful. Big. Big. Big.
Slipping out the dress Mercedes avoided eye contact with her mirror image she had always know she wasn't model thin or Quinn tiny as she like to put it. But she didn't think of herself as big or fat. She was just Mercedes, so maybe she hadn't been watching what she ate or how much but she knew she didn't want to be that type of girl.
"Cedes, you okay in there" Kurt's voice dragged her back from her thoughts.
"Yeah, just a minute" she called back.
She quickly shoved on her jeans and tank and t shirt, flounced her hair and smiled.
She was being silly, opening the door she handed the dress to Kurt, "I think I'll come back later and look around some more"
"Are you sure you looked fabulous in it"
Big Big Big
"Yes I'm sure" Mercedes smiled at Kurt and after handing back the dress they walked out arms linked.
"Where too next?" Mercedes asked
"Food court" Kurt suggested "I'm starved"
Mercedes smiled she had been hopping her would say that, food always made her feel better.
As they walked Mercedes contemplated what to get, Taco bells cheesy fries and a burrito or a Mc chicken burger, and she definitely wanted ice cream it was a good thing Basket Robbins was nearby to she was craving a triple scoop of caramel coffee ice cream with whip cream.
Deciding on taco bell and her and Kurt split up to buy their food. Mercedes found a table before Kurt and sat downing waiting for him to finish, he was always so choosey. Picking at a fry Mercedes sighed she loved the cheesy taste and the crunchiness of the fries.
Two girls walked by giggling they looked at Mercedes sitting by herself and gave her the top to bottom check out look "god she's huge" one of the whispered to the other loud enough for her to hear they strutted off in giggles.
A ball of settled in the pit of her stomach sitting taller Mercedes sucked in her stomach, she wasn't fat or huge. Looking down at her lap she blinked back the tears, her thighs were loomed before her, okay so she wasn't skinny but she could fix that.
"Mer-ced-es" Kurt sang sitting down he had ordered a salad, medium drip coffee and a wrap. "Why aren't you eating?"
"My stomach hurts" she said quickly wrapping an arm over it. Using her other hand she pushed the tray away from her greedy hands.
She was fat
But she was going to change that.
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