The Last Good Bye…

The Last Good Bye…

It was easy you said,

Just take my hand, and I will lead you to a place that I found in my dreams.

A place where I don't, I can't feel.

Crawl into it like a cave.

I called out your name, to only hear echoes in my head,

My arms reached out to you,

I cried out your name, but you didn't answer.

Slowly you became nothing more then just a pigment of my imagination.

It was a good bye,

Just a good bye. I told myself I was to blame, and that if I had never met you, you would still be alive.

I found the doorway, you said, you took my hand.

You pulled me behind you.

It was just how you promised. I felt nothing.

I remembered,

I regretted nothing.

It was my good bye.

Just a good bye. I told myself I was to blame.

If I never met you, you would still be alive.

No one knows the pain.

No one knows what cool metal feels like against the skin.

No one knows what jumping into the unknown is like.

No one knows how being engulfed in rising embers of emotions is like.

There you were, standing in front of me.

Then in a wisp of wind you were gone.

I was no longer in our secret place.

I was surrounded by crowds of black darkness.

Rain pouring down around me,

Your body being covered with dirt until your image was nothing more then a memory.

It was your good bye,

Just…just a good bye.

Nothing more, I was to blame.

I killed you.

I wanted too much.

You couldn't give it to me.

It was a good bye, your last words like whispers in the wind.

I love you was the last good bye.