A/N: This is my first Glee story so I hope I do alright. It is a little OC for some characters.

Summary: Sebastian Smythe was turning over a new leaf. He has a couple secrets he didn't want to get out but it was bound to happen eventually. Wanting someone to talk to that doesn't know about his past is all he can think about so he joins an online chat room for just that and ends up falling for the person on the other side of the conversation. Will it work out in the end or will his heart be broke when all his secrets come out.

Warnings: Slash (gay relationships), Sexual content, Hermaphrodite, cheating, Mpreg. Blaine does not come off as a good person in this so if you like him then don't read. Kurt is an ass but will come around.

Disclaimer: I don't own anything in the Glee universe but i wish i could own Seb.

I will go through and fix anything, if someone sees something wrong please let me know. Have new computer and new writing program I'm trying to get used to. Thank you.

Chapter 1:

Sebastian Smythe knew no one looked at him with anything other than hatred, but that was what he had wanted to happen when he was transferred here to Dalton. His experience at his old school in Paris left him still heartbroken and destroyed. So he vowed that he wouldn't let anyone ever come that close to him again, no one was going to find out his secret and use it against him. Everything he did was to push everyone away, Hitting on Blaine when he wasn't even the one he had wanted, but he knew the boy loved Kurt with all his heart and he never thought that boy would ever have the balls to cheat. Throwing that slushy at Kurt and hitting Blaine with it was a very low point in his life and he knew he had to change.

He knew his attitude towards others and the recklessness had to stop. He could let people become his friends and let people close without letting someone get to his heart or his secret. He thought it would be easier than it was. When he had talked to the Warblers they all looked at him like he was crazy. Jeff even told him that he wasn't allowed back into the group right at the moment, they still had to recover from everything that has happened. No one trusted him, no one believed that he wanted to turn over a new leaf and change his ways.

Sebastian sat on his bed looking at his computer. He had just filled out a form for a teen chat site and was waiting to see if anyone would want to talk. He wanted someone to talk to that didn't know who he was, couldn't use his past against him or throw something in his face that he regretted.

star_of_the_show: A new name. Well Hello would you like to talk?

Lonelyboy17: Um. sure? I wasn't sure if anyone would want to talk to a new person and I am new at this chat site thing.

star_of_the_show: I was the same way last year. My friends thought it would be funny to put me on this site. I was alright with it after awhile, made some good friends I have come to get advice from on here. Plus I am sicker than a dog right now and my friends had to go out of state for a competition, so this helps.

Lonelyboy17: Sounds like you have a great group of friends.

star_of_the_show: Yeah I do. So what brings you here.

Lonelyboy17: The lack of friends in real life I guess. I know that sounds bad, and it is. I'm trying to change how I have been in the past but it seems no one wants to give me another chance.

Sebastian hit send without thinking then re-read what he had wrote. He smacked himself in the head and waited for this person to tell him to go screw himself he didn't want to talk to someone who seemed like an ass if he couldn't even have friends in the real world.

star_of_the_show: I'm sorry to hear that. Maybe we can become friends on here. If you need someone to talk to, I am a very good soundboard. I don't know what you did but you said you wanted to change and I personally think that these people should give you another chance to prove yourself.

Lonelyboy17: I'm speechless that someone I don't even know would feel that way. Thank you. So tell me a little about yourself Star?

star_of_the_show: Me? Well I am a 18 year old boy. Which if your name is telling your age and everything I'm guessing you are 17. I'm a Senior in Highschool. I'm gay, which I hope won't be an issue with you talking to me. I have a boyfriend, in Glee club, which is where all my friends are off to right now while I am sick in bed.

Lonelyboy17: Well yes I am a 17 year old boy, A Junior at a private all boys school. It is not as great as it sounds especially since I am also gay and no one here wants anything to do with me. I was in my school's show choir, but they won't let me back in for reasons I really don't feel comfortable getting into at the moment. I am single, I lived in another country and sometimes wish I could turn back the clock and change many things.

star_of_the_show: I wish I could just travel to another country. My only goal right now is to get out of this small town I live in. There is nothing worse than being from a small town of people that don't know anything but their own one track minds. I went to a private all boys school for a little whiles, and I know how you feel about it not being as good as it sounds. They had a zero tolerance policy on bullying but I was still an outside. I made one friend there, who became my boyfriend and transfered when I did. Everyone else never knew how to act around me.

Lonelyboy17: At least you got your boyfriend out of the experience. I have to be here for another year and half. I don't even like going home on breaks so I am stuck here while everyone else goes to visit their families. Well I have to go, the guy next door to me is out in the hall with someone and they are being loud. I need to go tell them to shut up and take things into the room. It was really nice talking to you and hope you will be on again.

Lonelyboy17 signed off

Sebastian rolled his head around and cracked his back before getting up and opening his door. He peaked around the frame, ready to yell as Josh to take what every boy he had into his room when he stopped, mouth hanging open. Josh pulled back from the other boy he was kissing and Sebastian saw Blaine smiling up at the other boy before pulling him back down into a quick kiss.

"What is someone sees us out here Josh. We need to get into the room, I can't get caught." Blaine stated pulling on Josh and trying to get the other boy to open the door.

"Why don't you just break up with the girl you call a boyfriend and come back here? We can be together and not hide this any longer. I miss you Blaine." Josh whispered and looked like he wanted to say more until Blaine kissed him again.

"I love Kurt. I'm sorry. I already told you when we started this that feelings were not going to be involved Josh. We can't complicate this." Blaine said and Josh nodded, opening his door finally and pulling Blaine into his room.

Sebastian just stood there shocked for a few minutes before everything caught up to his brain. He couldn't believe that Blaine would cheat on Kurt. He thought the shorter boy loved and worshipped his boyfriend, which was why he was a safe bet to flirt with all the time. Now he is glad he stopped, he didn't want Blaine or any other guy to get close to him again, sexually or otherwise.

He fled back into his room and got ready for bed. It was late and all he wanted to think about was his conversation with Star earlier and not finding out that Blaine was cheating. His mind wouldn't let him forget however, thoughts of if he should tell Kurt, if he should tell anyone. Knowing no one would believe him if he did say something. He needed to talk to Star, but that would have to wait until tomorrow.