Nothing but emptiness.
The world is dark, lonely, upsetting.
Everything seems to spiral down all at once.
And once you think everything is alright again, once everything is back to normal and you don't have to fake a smile anymore, it all comes crashing down and your broken for months.
You get this empty feeling inside like there is nothing there anymore.
Every day runs on forever, and sometimes you just collapse to the floor.
Sometimes at night you cant close your eyes because you repeatedly see it, and you have to take sleeping pills to fall asleep.
And you're gone in a deep sleep, not remembering a thing.
But then you see something that reminds you of it all.
You wake up, feeling week.
Like you're forever gone. Empty.
The world is dark. And sometimes, you will never see that light of happiness.