AN: I have only read the first four books, so anything else that I know is mostly due to reading TVD books' wikipedia and fanfictions. So if I have any mistake, please point it out so I can fix it. Thank you in advance.

Warnings: 1) This story take place after "Evensong: Paradise Lost"
2) This story is rated M for bad language, violence, and some sexual references
3) Also, this story will slowly become darker; you'll see Stefan's beast, a darker version of Zander, and how far humans' cruelty can go.
4) Last but not least: English is not my first language, I don't have a beta, and I feel the need to point out that I'm dyslexic. So expect (and please forgive) some,mistakes.

FULL SUMMARY: After almost killing Elena, Stefan decides that the only way for her to remain safe is for him to disappear from her life.
Therefore, he removes himself from the memories of Elena and her friends, leaving her in the care of Damon.
However, when it was time to erase himself from Bonnie's mind, something went terribly wrong and he instead erased every memory that has to do with anything supernatural.
Thus, Bonnie forgets about the Salvatore brothers and everything that occurred between her friends, Klaus, Katherine, and Shinichi.

This story begins with Zander/Bonnie/OC but ends up 100% Bonnie/Damon.

Disclaimer: These characters are the creative property of L.J Smith. No copyright infringement is intended.


Into the Shadows

Chapter 1: A new Era

It was early morning as a tall boy stood on top of the roof of his house looking out into the tick forest that circled the property. He knew that he should just let her have her own life that he should stay away, but he couldn't resist – not anymore.

He took slow steps towards the edge of the roof looking out for another moment before taking a leap hurdling towards the floor, but he hit it as light as a feather.


The McCullough House - Bonnie's room

"Dear diary,

The summer is over and college begins today; everything feels odd around me, like something's out of place, as if I don't belong here anymore, like something's missing. However I know I'm being silly, it's just that I still miss mum – like everyone does.

Since mum died from the animal attack a lot has changed, dad is always at work while Mary is trying to be strong; she feels like it's her job to take care of me now, even though I've told her she shouldn't bother.

In these months, surprisingly Caroline has been visiting me, spending time with me and talking with me. Her sudden friendship was odd but I quickly welcomed it.

As I previously mentioned, it's my first day in college and I have now decided to start a fresh start, leaving behind my past and only look forward."

~Bonnie

Bonnie closed her green diary and got up; she was already dressed in her dark blue jeans and green T-shirt. As she started brushing her hair she took a moment to look at herself in the mirror.

She had actually become beautiful with time, her pale skin was healthy and fair, her very large, wide and beautiful almost-shaped hazel-brown eyes were limpid while her noticeable long and thick black lashes framed her soft eyes; her reddish-gold hair were still very curly and trailed down her back to the middle of her waist.

Few years ago, she'd jump up and down in happiness for her improved but it didn't matter to her now. Her mother had died during summer on her way home, 'an animal attack', that's what the police had said, though there was something off about it. Bonnie and her family were in too much grief to explore any other possibilities.

Bonnie took a deep breath and faked a pretty smile before she exited her room and headed downstairs. She had decided to stay with her family instead of renting an apartment; after all, the college was near her home. She didn't really know why she had suddenly decided to attend in Fell Church's college; it was like a switch was flicked in her brain. Nevertheless, she tried to enjoy her stay home though it was hard, her dad was never home and although Mary had moved back in, she was still a busy nurse.

OoO

Bonnie entered the kitchen looking around for a moment at her at her small family; her father was probably still upstairs, and Mary was panicking about her going to school and not being ready.

"Toast? I can make a toast." Mary said – mostly to herself - in a rushed voice, she honestly had no time to make her little sister breakfast, she was behind as well, she needed to get going.

"It's all about the coffee, Mary." Bonnie muttered, gripping a mug and pouring coffee into it.

Her father walked in looking absolutely exhausted; he looked over at Bonnie who was mauling over her coffee. "Is there coffee?" he asked as he took it from her, she shot him a dirty look and said sarcastically "Sure, dad you can have my coffee" He rolled his eyes at her and nostalgically smiled for a moment. She had taken after his wife's sarcasm.

"It's your first day of school and I'm completely unprepared." Mary mused as she grabbed her purse opening the compartment where she kept her money and took out some money for her little sister to eat in the school cafeteria. "Money for lunch?"

"No need." Bonnie replied, holding her hand signaling no.

"Anything else? A number two pencil? What am I missing?" Mary and rubbed the back of her neck, she was sure she had forgot something.

"Don't you have that big presentation for the doctors today?" Bonnie asked curiously as her sister nodded quickly

"I have a meeting with doctor Galler…" She glanced at her watch. "Now. Crap!" Mary took her light brown hair out of the ponytail it was and shook it out loosely.

"So go. I'll be fine." Bonnie assured her with a kind smile.

Mary grabbed her stuff and exited the house towards her waiting car. Bonnie leaned against the table and looked at her father and decided to ask about him, but before she could say anything he spoke.

"I'll go get ready, I have to go to a business trip; I might come in two or three day." With that her father; Ben left the kitchen still nursing his cup of coffee.

Bonnie looked down with a defeated smile, did she really think he would stay?

Before she could think more about it the sound of a car horning caught her attention and she quickly grabbed her bag before she turned off the TV and opened the door. She couldn't keep her friend waiting; after all, patience wasn't Caroline's thing.


In Caroline's car

"….And I told her "No way mum! I'm a college student now; do I look like a baby-sitter?" Caroline paused and looked at her friend who had what she called 'the lost look'. "Bonnie?" she snapped her fingers in front of her face, "Hello?"

"Hm?" Bonnie looked Caroline with an apagogically look, "I'm sorry Care, you were saying something about your brother?"

Caroline nodded, glad that Bonnie was paying some attention to her, "Yes, anyway; today is the dawning of a new era. This is stage one in our metamorphosis into the land of the brave, the free, and the single." she winked and smiled brightly.

Bonnie shook her head but chuckled, Caroline had changed not in looks because she was still gorgeous but in personality; no longer did she care only for her appearance, she also cared about her and her feelings.

Although Caroline still hated Elena Gilbert with passion, she couldn't blame her; one thing they both had in common in the past was their envy about the former Queen Bee, though when Bonnie thought about the blonde, she felt like there were some… gaps.

She could remember she used to be friend with her, Meredith, Matt and…

Two shadows came to her mind, soft voices and a dark smirk… an Italian accent and black crows…

Bonnie shook her head; she had drunk too much coffee, yes they used to be friends but they must have probably lost contact after high school.

While Bonnie had decided to attend to "Blackmore College" in Fell Church, Caroline failed in her exams she'd given to go to "Dalcrest College". At first the green eyed girl was angry and sad but when she learnt that Bonnie would be with her, she quickly visited her.

The auburn-red haired girl had been nothing but supported toward her and had comforted her more than anyone else. Yes, Caroline Forbes had become a better person…

"What a loser." Caroline remarked when she spotted a geek as they arrived at college.

….though some things never change

Getting out of the car, both of them walked towards school but stopped outside.

"I can't believe it." Caroline couldn't help but look in awe at the building in front of her; "We are actually here." she smiled and glanced at her, "In college" she looked at the huge building.

Bonnie smiled softy, "Together." It seemed almost unbelievable; she had always thought Meredith and Elena would be with them, however, she was glad. The ghost of Elena was gone and she could finally enjoy her life without having any insecurities.
With a deep breath both girls walked forward.

This was just the beginning.


Author's Note: So the first chapter is small because I need to see whether people are actually interested in this story.
Please review! I don't know if you like the story so far and the only way to find out is by leaving reviews.

Thanks for reading,

xLonelyDreamerx