Fall for You - a Jogan Songfic

"NO! Logan, why would you do that? I just don't understand…I thought we had something?"

"Look, it was a mistake, okay? I didn't mean to do it-Julian!"

The door to Logan's room slammed shut, following an angry brunette actor running back to his own room. Logan ran his hands through his hair in frustration. He hadn't meant to do it, it just…

Down the hall, Derek knocked on Julian's door.

"What."

"Jules, it's me. Derek."

"Come in." The voice was hollow and sounded choked with tears.

Derek opened the door to reveal Julian, sitting on the edge of his bed, head in hands.

"What was it?"

"Doesn't matter, it's ruined everything." Julian turned to look at Derek. "Why, though? Didn't he care about me?"

Derek just stood there, saying nothing. These two would be the death of him.

Logan walked down the hall to the piano room, still slightly disoriented from the morning's argument. He sat down on the bench and began running his fingers over the keys, not really knowing what he was playing.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guylike you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guylike you is impossible to find
It's impossible

Julian walked by the piano room, eyes down. He walked past the door, then stopped and turned around. Someone - no, not someone, Logan - was singing in that room, and he was singing with such emotion.

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Julian's heart soared, before he frowned. Don't forget about what happened this morning, Larson. But…Logan was singing so intensely…could it be that he actually cared?

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

Maybe. Maybe Logan did care. Julian walked silently into the room and to where Logan was resting his head against the music stand. Laying a cautious hand on the blonde's shoulder, he spoke.

"Was that for me, Logan?"

Logan's head shot up in surprise and Julian started. Logan looked…well, he looked like he had been crying.

Logan didn't say anything. He simply looked at the actor with the intense gaze he was known for.

Julian sighed.

"Okay, maybe we were both wrong."

Logan smiled sadly. "…Maybe. But I think this was something that had to happen."

Julian stiffened. Was Logan implying their relationship, or whatever this was, had to end? Was it ending?

"I mean, every couple goes through tests, right?" Logan seemed to be talking to himself more than to Julian at this point.

"-Wait. You mean….this…whatever this is, it's not over?" Julian interrupted.

Logan looked at him incredulously. "In case that song didn't show you I still cared, Jules….yes. Yes, I don't want it to be over yet. Sometimes I think you're the giant squid of ignorance around here, honestly…" he smirked.

Julian smiled. "Maybe sometimes I am. But you can't pretend you don't find it hilariously adorable."

Logan rolled his eyes, but stood and wrapped his arms around Julian's waist.

"So we're okay?"

Julian just leaned in and kissed his boyfriend softly.

Derek walked away from the doorway where he had been ensuring the two didn't kill each other. "yeah, they're okay."