Tears streamed down my face as the clock struck twelve. Another day for Chad Dylan Cooper. I got out of my bed. I couldn't sleep. That privilege was taken away. I trudged down the stairs, in just my pyjama bottoms. Still huddled in my duvet, I turned on the TV. Just my luck, Tween weekly was on.

"Chad Dylan Cooper hasn't been seen out in six months, ever since when Sonny Monroe left him. Where is he now? Rumours are circulating about suicide, but his close family and friends are denying any of those rumours. Next up is the latest on Sonny Monroe and James Conroy. The used-to-be-badboy has proposed to Sonny. They are set for marriage next summer." I closed my eyes as a tear streamed down my face. I turned the TV off, collapsing to the floor, sobbing. "Please bring her back to me God… I'd do anything for Sonny Monroe." I whispered in a prayer, before crawling into the kitchen. I placed some bread in the toaster, switching it on and turning the radio on, just in time for the start of a new song.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,

Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in.'Cause I've got time while she's got freedom,

'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break best days will be some of my worst,

She finally met a man who's gonna put her first,

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping.

'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do,

when the best part of me was always you and,

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your okay?I'm falling to pieces,

I'm falling to pieces.

They say bad things happen for a reason,

But no wise words are gonna stop the bleeding,

'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving,

'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no.

What am I supposed to do,

when the best part of me was always you and,

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your okay?I'm falling to pieces,

I'm falling to pieces.

One still in love while the other one's leaving,

'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even,

You got his heart and my heart,

And none of the pain,

You took your suitcase, I took the blame,

Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains,

'Cause you left me with no love, with no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing,

Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in,

'Cause I've got time while she got freedom,

'cause when a heart breaks no it don't break,

No it don't break, it don't break even, no

What am I supposed to do,

when the best part of me was always you and,

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your okay?I'm falling to pieces,

I'm falling to pieces.

I'm falling to pieces,

I'm falling to pieces.

I started sobbing again. "When a heart breaks it don't break even." I whispered to myself, pushing myself up and going to butter my toast.