Addicted
Written by: Adventure-Seeking-Juliet
When: Randomly, because I'm in a really weird mood.
Disclaimer: I do NOT own Harry Potter, or any characters you may recognize.
A/N Shedosen't need drugs, because she has him. It was a dangerous addiction, once you fall, there is never any coming back, but she just couldn't help help herself. Teddy/Lily A-Z fic series: So, I am...or I usually am a complete Teddy/Victoire shipper, but the Teddy/Lily stories...are ironicallyaddicting. I'm in a weird sort of bitter lovey dovey mood, so this is what you get. Please do review, this is my first attempt at one of these, and if I don't get reviews I won't be able to finish it.
~In the Point of View of Lily Luna Potter~
It feels rather like drowning, this being in love...
It's an unusual feeling, so odd, so...unrecognizable...but that doesn't necessarily mean it's a bad thing. In fact I would almost go so far as to say it's a good thing.
I dived in without any thought at all, I thought it would be easy to get out, like a gentle swimming pool.
I thought the waters were clear and soft, but my jump became a fall, the pool became a swirling, murky ocean, but yet...even now, it still seems so inviting.
It feels right, like this ocean of raw emotion is my new home, I keep swimming deeper into the abyss, even though I can't see what lies at the bottom, for all I know, there isn't a bottom...
But I can't stop. I'm addicted to the waves, I'm addicted to him. And I cannot escape, I don't even think I want to.
The water is getting deep...and I'm running out of air, I can feel it. My lungs constrict, but yet I don't move, I don't try to resurface. The deep waters are intense, mysterious, and entirely beautiful.
But I know it isn't right, no matter how good it feels, so I try to swim away, I try to leave behind the memories...the feelings...
But every step forward causes me to take two steps back, and I don't mind. I cannot fight this type of addiction.
It is better than any drug ever invented, even if it is bitter sweet, even if it is fleeting, even if it can vanish at any given moment...
It's still worth it. This drug is so intoxicating that I would give the rest of my life to depression and loneliness only to behold it one moment longer...
It is Teddy.
And I am addicted.
A/N So yes, this IS short, but it is supposed to be. Please review, tell me your thoughts, if it was horrible, I'm deeply sorry for having wasted your time. Next will be a fic starting with a B...and I'm also taking requests on these, if you have any. Thanks for reading!