Beta'ed by the amazing Ivvymoon
now I can say she beta'ed something for me TAKE THAT! Lol... I mean of course I cling'ed to her leg and begged but I won't tell you that . . .
Special thanks to Cupricanka she made me post it, otherwise I would have just erased this thing.
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The echo of a tear falling into the vast body of water is lost in the loud battle cry.
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The pale skin of the small child glows in the dark room.
He is alone.
He is scared.
There is nothing but the void – no sun, no moon, no wind. There is nothing, but he still feels the cold bite into his bones.
Sitting, he hugs his legs, placing his chin on his knees as he sobs pitifully.
He is so scared.
If only there was someone who could help him.
But no one is ever there.
He is so scared.
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He cannot remember what he did that day. Or the day before that, or the day before that. Everything seems so confused, as if he were living in a dream, or a nightmare. As if he were living some other's person's life.
Or as if someone else were living his.
He is just a former shell of the person he used to be.
If he would just stop for a moment, he would notice the void he feels in his chest. But he is too busy to allow himself to care, his mind focused on his goal, the only thing that keeps him going.
He can't escape.
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The child is surrounded by nothingness, but still he can hear the voices that torment him every day. He rocks his body and closes his eyes, feeling the pressure of the empty room on his shoulders.
Why does he have to do everything by himself? Why isn't there someone to help him? He doesn't know if he can do it by himself.
The shadows are heavy on his eyes. He wishes he could lean into someone to get warm.
He cries and yells, but the whispers can still be heard.
No one hears him.
Ever.
He still cries every day.
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He doesn't think of anything when his sword cuts through flesh. His eyes remain lifeless. Everything is red. A voice in the back of his mind begs him to stop, but he has to do what he has to do.
He keeps going.
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He looks around, his eyes filled with a numb sorrow. He is just a child who wishes someone would protect him and tell him that everything will be alright… But they are all gone. They are all dead.
Why isn't there someone for him? Isn't he a good kid? Did he do something to make them angry? Did he do something to drive them away? What did he do? How can he fix it?
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Every step drives him further from the place where he needs to be, but he keeps walking without looking back.
He has done things that are unforgivable.
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His head hurts. He is in pain. His heart wants to stop beating. He is so tired.
Mom...
Dad...
Big brother...
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His breathing is heavy. His jaw hurt because of the way he clenches it shut all the time.
He is so tired.
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Help me.
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A loud battle cry is heard within the forest, so loud and filled with so much rage.
But Sasuke is still in pain.
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yes I know... I write smut or the random-est and weirdest things ever :S but this had to be done...
you know I always crave comments but this time if you are going to bitch about Sasuke please... don't