A/N: This is an experiment I wanted to try. I take no responsibility for the genius of SM.
This story is about Esme and her beginning as a vampire, her jump from the cliff, her change. This is about the pain she feels of losing her only dream and trying to hide her remorse under her love for her new found family.
Prologue:
I
didn't get to hear her heart beat. I had felt like mine had stopped
the minute it was announced. Such words I will never forget. Each
syllable was like getting hit by a car over and over again. Each
sentence was a knife to the chest. If only the angel
of death
had come for me. But death would be too merciful. Why would fate be
so kind? Each second of every minute of every hour of every day was
agonizing. The memories, my happiness, the black pit that was now
burrowed in what remained of my heart. The one thing I wanted most
was in my grasp. Right there. Then it was snatched from me in less
than a second. My life. My will to live. Died along with my unborn
daughter.