Konbanwa Minna-san!

I've come back with a new one-shot ficcy! ^o^ I'll try to update "Trapped In Alone" sometime this week before I go on vacay! Fun fun! ^o^ (My new happy face! Ain't it kawaii? Heehee!) But in the meantime, you can read this!

Disclaimer:

You can choose whether or not (In other words means don't) to ignore the word in parenthesis in the following sentence:

I do (not) own Card Captor Sakura.

Also, I don't own the song "Back Here" by BBMak or any part of it.

Also (Again) I got this idea from the radio one day as I was listening to them talk about a couple who got back together ^o^ And one or two minor curse words. Gomen!

Summary: A cute little one-shot S+S fic of Syaoran groveling back to Sakura ; ) Heehee!

Back Here

By Megami no Hikari

One-shot:Part One

O_O ~Syaoran's POV~ O_O

….. God, my life is a mess…. Ever since that one day….those frivolous couple of minutes…. Has been absolute hell….

X_X ~Flashback, 10 Years Ago (Sakura Age 15, Syaoran Age 18)~ X_X

I'm walking down the street, just minding my own business, thinking of what's to come. Sure I've thought long and hard, but I'm still not sure if this is worth it. Yea, I've heard "Life is about taking risks!", but if that's really true, then I'll be living for the rest of eternity. Well, I'm probably over exaggerating, but oh well. Now that I'm entering college, I have to get serious, and to do that, I'll have to have no distractions. Which means, no dating. Period. So to start my miserable life, I'll have to break up with my girlfriend—For three years might I add—Sakura Kinomoto. She's the most gorgeous thing that walked the Earth, at least, to the whole population of males overflowing with testosterone. But that's not why I fell for her. She's intelligent, sporty, and combine them with a great personality (Her goof looks are a bonus), you have just created the perfect girl who chose me. Me. I don't know why or how when I treated her like trash in the beginning, but she just kept on trying with her million watt smile and cheerful perkiness. Soon enough, my walls had melted, showing the true, real, me. Sure, I'm the Li Clan Leader—Well at least until I get married—, but I know she sees pass that. She loves me for me. Not my money, not my fame, but me. Sounds too good to be true, huh? Well, when it involves Sakura, anything's possible.

Anyway, back to the point. I can see her wave at me jovially, thinking we're going on another date. Mustering up all of the happiness I can get—Which is below zero—I wave back to her in response. We sit down at the little ice cream shop under the umbrellas, and order our ice cream, getting the usual: strawberry and chocolate. I shift my gaze to anywhere except her, trying to avoid the inevitability. Sakura, of course being the caring person she is, wonders if something's wrong.

"No, no. N-nothing's wrong." Her face creases with suspicion, but shakes it off seeing the ice cream. We eat slowly, the tension around us mounting. Well, here it goes….

"S-Sakura?" My hands shake in nervousness, spilling the ice cream all over me. I'm half-relieved and half-anxious still. She worries, but I tell her it's fine, and go to the bathroom to clean myself off. I splash my hot face with cool water. "Come on Syaoran, you can do it!" With freshly renewed will, I head out. I see her licking her ice cream cutely, not expecting about what I'm going to do. God…. Why does she have to be so damn cute?! She smiles at me and I smile my rare, and last, smile.

"So what did you want to talk about Syao-kun?" Man! Why did she have to bring it up….

"W-well…. I uhhh….. ummm…." I glance in her pure green eyes, seeing traces of curiosity in them. "I-I think w-we sh-sh-ould……" I trailed off quietly, half hoping she did and didn't hear it.

"What was that last part? I couldn't quite hear it." She grasps one of my hands tenderly in hers, rubbing circles, and staring into my eyes.

~Baby set me free

From this misery

I can't take it no more

Since you ran away

Nothing's been the same

Don't know what I'm living for~

"I-I said th-that I think we sh-should ….br-break u-up." I softly said the last two words, but loud enough for her to hear them. The ice cream cone she held immediately dropped, shattering and splotching onto the ground, as if it represented our relationship right now. Crystalline tears made their way down her face like waterfalls, never ending. She instantly let go of me, like it was on fire, and stood up. By now, the customers were looking at us, me in disgust, her in sympathy. I looked in her eyes for the last time, and my heart broke seeing what was inside. Hurt and grief. She ran away, her flower-printed dress flowing behind her. My shouts of "Wait!" went unheard, knowing that was going to be the last time I saw her….My Angel…. Sakura…..

XD ~End Of Flashback~ XD

~Here I am so alone

And there's nothing in this world I can do~

I'm sitting at my desk, clutching the picture of her that I still had. We were hand in hand at the beach, the beautiful night sky in the background. Her face illuminated from the moonlight, making her look even more like an angel. I managed to talk her friend, Tomoyo Daidouji, into giving me this picture after we broke up. Geez…. Who would've thought that her cat would go berserk on me? It's like it was after me….

And then Touya….. Don't even get me started.

I still think of her and what could've been. If only I hadn't taken that stupid risk to break up with her…. Psh "Life's about taking risks" my ass! ….I bet we'd have three wonderful children…. One boy and twin girls… They'd inherit their mother's magnificent caring emeralds, and my unruly chocolate hair. God….If only….

Beep beep beep

Holy crap! It's 7:30 P.M.! I'm gonna late!

~Until you're back here baby

Miss you, want you, need you so

Until you're back here baby

There's a feeling inside

I want you to know

You are the one and I can't

Let you go~

I rush out of my office—CEO of the Li Corporation—and head downtown towards the various dining places, to one called "Coco Café". I used to go here all the time with Sakura. We'd just talk and talk for hours on end. We had the time of our lives! Well, at least I did. I can't believe I had thought that I couldn't have any fun at all. And I guess the saying "All work and no play makes Syaoran a very dull boy!" Well they got that right. *Desperate sigh* Where are you Sakura….? I need you here….

~So I told you lies

Even made you cry

Baby I was so wrong

Girl I promise you

Now my love is true

This is where my heart belongs~

…. Sakura….

I'm so sorry I made you cry that day…. I would've jumped into a near-ready-to-explode volcano just to have those tears forever disappear from your face. I was so foolish back then, but now I'm ten years wiser—Not to mention ten years lonelier—and I know that…. That…. I can't live without you….

~'Cause here I am so alone

And there's nothing in this world I can do~

Ten years…. Ever since that day, I can't stop thinking about you Sakura. Your in my mind 24/7. You're in my dreams, my first thought of the day, the last before I sleep. And I can't to anything about it!

~And I wonder (wonder)

Are you thinkin' of me

'Cause I'm thinkin' of you

And I wonder (wonder)

Are you ever coming back in my life~

Have you ever thought of me these past ten, long, excruciating years? Has my face ever come up in your thoughts even once? Do you ever feel there could have been something more if we hadn't broken up? .... Sakura…. Would you ever forgive me? I wish we would meet again…. Maybe I could right my wrong….

~Until you're back here baby

Miss you, want you, need you so

Until you're back here baby (yeah)

There's a feeling inside

I want you to know

You are the one and I can't

Let you go~

Sakura…. Just thinking your name makes me think of the past. But I wish we weren't just the past, I wish we were the past, are the present, and will be together in the future….

I want to tell you how I feel, but I have no idea where you are! You could be anywhere by now…. Please….

I miss you….

I miss not giving you teeny kisses on your forehead before you go to sleep….

I miss not being able to hug you from behind just to scare you….

I miss not being able to be with you as much as I can….

I miss not being able to protect you if you needed me, despite your stubbornness….

I miss your million-watt smile that you would only smile for me….

I miss talking with you for hours and hours, getting to know each other…. (Even after the first year)

I miss your laugh that would brighten anyone's day, whether it be a criminal, or angel….

I miss your caring personality…. It didn't matter who needed help, you were there for them…. (Though I had to fight off the phonies.)

I miss your silky soft skinned hand holding mine….

And the reason I have all of these "I miss"s is because….

…. I love you….