Dear Sonya,

I am writing this letter to thank you for everything you did.

Today, the doctor came to me and sat on my bed. Mum was here too. He stayed silent for several minutes, so I asked him what was wrong. He sighed, and told me the truth. Mum already knew, so she didn't cry too much.

I am doomed.

I didn't cry, because I knew Mum would have felt bad and very sad. The doctor said, still with that voice he wanted neutral, that I had – in the best case - a month left. So I wanted to thank you very, very much for everything. You have been so kind those six months. You even visited me every day, instead of going to missions with the other KND.

You remember when we first met, at Patton's training, three years ago? And when we bet Father and prevented him from getting the codemodule? I remember. It was so fun ! And I was so happy to have new friends, you and Lee. I can't forget this day. I like you too much to forget.

Sadly, I didn't get to stay very much in the KND. It made my cry a lot, but even back then, you were there. And you comforted me. You told me it didn't matter if I was called Tommy, Thomas, Tom or Numbuh T, because for you I was a super friend and that was the only important thing. You added that when you'd be in a pinch, I'd be the one you'd call first. I think you can't imagine how I felt this day. I felt so special.

Because, you see, during my whole life I've been compared to my big brother. I never was Tommy, but Hoagie's little brother. It didn't matter first, because Hoagie's my brother, I love him and deeply admire him. But after a while, I wanted to be someone, to exist by myself. So, when I got fired of the KND, I became The Tommy. And it worked! I became to be known for me, not my big brother. But the most important was that you had always seen me as myself, not as a great operative's little bro.

I think I can say you're the best friend I've ever had. Sincerely. Yeah, I know, it's kinda weird from a boy to say that to a girl. But a best friend is someone who cheers you up, whom you really enjoy being with and whom you tell everything, right? Then you're definitely my best friend, Sonya. And I think you can't understand how sorry I am for not realizing it before. During my whole life, I thought Hoagie was my best friend. But he's not, he's my brother and that's different. It hurt me a lot when I understood it, but I felt a lot better when thinking about you.

I am really sorry that I sometimes refused to hang out with you and went with Hoagie whereas he didn't want of me. I really mean it. I apologize for hurting you and missing what would've been hours of fun.

I must leave now. Hoagie has come to visit me. I'll continue this letter a bit later, okay ?

It is 3:00 pm, but I absolutely wanted to finish this letter. I don't want to scare you or whatever, but the pain in my chest is rising, and I think it won't be long before I fall asleep. And I don't know if I'll wake up this time. I've been thinking to you all night long, as I was unable to sleep. I couldn't get you out of my mind. You were stuck there, with your pretty blonde piggy tails. I know Harvey makes fun of them, but please don't listen to him. He's just being mean. I'm sorry for not saying that you're the prettiest girl I've ever met. The nicest, the sweetest. And the most courageous.

I know that you're afraid of dark, but you've faced your fear several times now, and I find it great! You know, most adults act like they fear nothing, but I know it's false, because even Mr. Boss is afraid of bugs, it's true because it's Shaunie who told me so. Anyway, I'm sure that one day you'll win against it. I trust you like you've trusted me!

My vision is a bit blurry now, so I'll finish fast. Thank you for those six months where you came every day, and every single day you brought something, whether it was cookies, a drawing, a new game… Thank you for accepting me as I am and for comforting me! Thank you for helping me sewing my costume of The Tommy!

Thank you for being you Sonya.

I'll hurry, it's hard to write, my heart hurts and the nurse want me to stop writing.

I must leave now, but I'll never forget you. When you'll feel alone, or sad, or angry, please remember that The Tommy will be watching you and protecting you from the sky, okay ? And don't worry, I'll be fine. Daddy is waiting for me there.

I love you, Sonya.

Your friend, Tommy.

Note from author : Okay, I really need to stop writing depressive stuff. But Tommy/Sonya is one of my favorite KND pairings, so I wanted to write something about them. I was listening to American McGee's Alice OST and Kagamine Rin's Regret Message (Ballad Version) while writing this. Sonya's answer will come soon. ~Maple Princess
Disclaimer : I don't own Sonya or Tommy. They are Mr. Warburton's propriety.