Soooo I saw the movie today and it was so AWESOME! Lol very inspiring for me, esp. since I don't usually write like this. but hey tell me what u think of it anyway ; )
Spinning. Spinning around and around and around.. round.. round.. round.. round …..
Stop.
The mirrors. A girl. A Dark Swan looks back from behind the glass. Me. Its me now. I'm in the studio and I don't know how I got here this late. All the lights are off but in this practice room. I don't know what time it is but god it must be late because the studio is deserted. How did I get here? The girl in the mirror, me, just looks back. She knows how I got here but she's silent, she'll not tell me her secrets. She's trying to drive me out, to make me crazy. I laugh and spin around and around, round, round, crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy, my laughter becomes her screams and still we spin in circles around and around,….
"Nina? Is that you?"
Thomas stood in the door way. He must have stayed late. We're probably the only ones here. I push her down deep into the crazy. I must hide the blackness.
"Oh! just practicing. I want everything to be perfect." perfect, perfect, perfect.
"You wont be perfect just because you have perfect form." He stepped into the room drawing closer with each word.
"You have to feel perfect Nina. You have to make it seem easy, effortless." He was directly behind me his hands resting on my shoulders. I was tensed waiting for another assault, while she was shivered in anticipation.
"You're too edgy, tense." his hands slid lower to rest on my hips
" Relax, let you body move. Let go." His lips caressed my ear with each word and she rose up out of the darkness, the Black Swan Girl. She leaned into him. Let him embrace us, sank even farther into his arms and turned to face him body flush against his.
"Are you still talking about dancing Thomas?" the coy words belonged to Her and they brought a shameless smile to his lips as his hands slid around to my, our, back and pulled our hips even closer together. We could both tell he wasn't just talking about ballet, but while I shuddered away she moaned and shifted her hips against his, eliciting a groan from his lips.
"Loose your self in it Nina. Go crazy." crazy, crazy, crazy
If only he knew. Her lips curled up in victory as they collided against his own wanting mouth. And I, I sank into the abyss, and as I fell the swan girl's, my own, reflection laughed wickedly.
Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Perfect, Perfect, Perfect …..Around and Around and Around.. Round.. Round.. Round…