Okay, I know I have way too many fics going and I am not abandoning any of the ones that I'm currently working on, but this has been stuck in my head for a while now and I finally had to just write it down so I could move on LOL. Not sure if I will make this into a full story later on, but I do have a few ideas as to what to do with this so we'll see...maybe after I finish one of the other ones.

So here's the setup: DarkBo, Trick's dead, Kenzi is a hybrid (Fae/Human), Dyson is an ass…AU setting, everyone is OOC (some more than others) and nothing in the show has happened. So basically the setting is irrelevant, but Tamsin will be present since this is a CopDoc fic. However, there is a lot of intermingling, which you'll just have to read to understand but basically the storylines of the show never happened.

WARNING: This is not a lighthearted story. Dark themes, plenty of angst. Don't expect sunshine and love songs…not gonna happen here. Characters aren't mine they belong to Showcase and Lost Girl.

So, if you're still interested…here we go

Lauren groaned as she felt her body tense and relax in a pattern that she had come to love and hate over the years as it was a sign she would be left alone soon. The grunts she heard fell on deaf ears as she'd trained herself to block out the human element of what she had become and focus on clearing her mind and psychologically removing herself from her current situation.

"Thanks Doc…just what I needed."

Dyson gave her a smirk as he slid himself out of her and plastered a satisfied smile on his face. He slipped on his pants and buttoned them up before reaching for his shirt which he had removed upon entering the apartment. Lauren remained silent and still as he left and it wasn't until she heard the click of the door as it shut behind him did she allow herself to cry.

For more years than she could remember Lauren had been imprisoned by a supernatural species known as the Fae and she hated every minute of it. The blonde human had discovered them accidently one day back when she was a trauma surgeon at Johns Hopkins and in the blink of an eye she was removed from her nice quiet life and thrust into a world she never knew existed.

At first, she was just used for her brain when they'd found out she graduated number one in her class at Yale and was already an accomplished surgeon. The Fae forced Lauren to treat their kind and act as the go-to medical person for whatever they needed. She had actually enjoyed that first year as she got to experience science and medicine she could have never dreamed of and it was all so fascinating and new to her that she actually didn't mind the fact that she'd given up her human life for eternal servitude.

That all changed however when she met Bo Dennis. Leader of the Dark Fae, Bo quickly rose to power and used her connections and her abilities of manipulation and persuasion to soon take over the Light Fae as well, after she killed her own grandfather to do so. Lauren had heard whispers that it wasn't supposed to be like that, that Bo was supposed to unite the Fae peacefully and be the salvation they needed. Boy, were they wrong. Bo was forceful, power hungry and very very smart in how she carried out her plans.

At her right hand was Dyson, a shape shifter who was the closest thing Bo had to an equal and she allowed him to control the former Light Fae on her behalf as she focused on building up the Dark. Bo and Dyson were the elite power couple of the Fae world and Lauren loathed both of them with every fiber in her body. Because of his coveted status as Bo's 'other half' Dyson was allowed free reign on anything and everything, including Lauren.

About a year and a half after she'd been taken, Lauren finally met the infamous Bo Dennis and that day will stick with her for as long as she lives as the worst day of her life. Beautiful and charming, Bo had immediately taken a liking to Lauren and decided she wanted her to be her own personal pet. Lauren didn't know exactly what that meant, but that first night she found out and after she had been sufficiently 'broken in' by the young Succubus, Lauren cried herself to sleep for what would be the first of many nights.

After that, Bo made it clear to the entire Fae population that Lauren was off limits, she was not to be harmed or even interacted with unless Bo allowed it. It should have brought the young doctor some relief knowing she wouldn't be messed with as the Fae had a notoriously ruthless view on humans in general, but instead it was the gag that she couldn't break free from. Bo had decided Lauren was better put to use for her own personal entertainment and she often took advantage of the blonde wherever and whenever she wanted, having no regard for Lauren's feelings in all of this. Sure, she was still allowed to work in the lab whenever she wanted to, but Bo seemed to be hell bent on making sure Lauren was never willing or able to leave her apartment, no matter how badly Lauren wanted to return to her work and have a few hours free to herself.

The more Lauren thought about it the more she had come to realize that the reason she hated herself so much was that while she despised being Bo's personal plaything she was in fact physically attracted to the brunette and that made this that much worse. Bo could make her feel so degraded with a look, a stare, a wave of her hand as she allowed those closest to her to have access to her toy and often found it humorous that Lauren would fight so hard to not have to subject herself to their desires. It was all for nothing though as she'd quickly learned the more she struggled, the more they took joy in humiliating her.

Dyson was by far the worst as he was almost always rough with her and she knew with him her only job was to do as he said so he could bring himself as much pleasure as he desired at the moment. Before him, she'd never had sex with a man and after the first time she was left bleeding and bruised to the point of barely being able to walk for a week. But Bo didn't care. When she came around after that first time she berated Lauren for being so weak, so human and took what she wanted before letting the broken woman retire for the night.

Vex was almost as bad as Dyson except for the fact that he would sometimes relent if he could see that Lauren was in fact either too beaten or too tired to be of any use to him. On those nights she almost wished he would just do it so she could return to her quarters but instead she would be met with the wrath of Bo for being disobedient with her friends.

Kenzi was Bo's half-sister and a hybrid Fae, so basically she was about as useful to the Succubus as other humans were. When she would come around her job was to help Lauren recover, get her bruises and the occasional cut or gash cleaned up and Kenzi was always apologetic about having to cause the human pain when she was doing so. With no medical training of her own, Kenzi didn't know how to do a lot of what Lauren needed and often the blonde just asked her to stop when the pain got too intense.

The one person who really boggled her was Tamsin. Dark Fae, notorious reputation, sharp tongue. The Valkyrie was the closest thing to an adversary that Bo had and Lauren still didn't know why the Succubus hadn't killed her by now. The first time Tamsin came around was when Bo invited her to try out…yes, Bo had invited her closest friends to partake in the fun as she called it but Tamsin hadn't been like the others. After that first time, Tamsin had come around only a handful of times and when she did she was very gentle in her actions, in fact more often then not the Dark Fae would just sit or lay with Lauren and they talked about everything and nothing or she would just watch over Lauren as she slept peacefully for a few hours.

"Lauren…"

The blonde felt her chest tighten as she looked up and saw Bo enter her apartment with a predatory smile gracing her features. Lauren was still on the floor where Dyson had left her and she tried to slow her tears as she propped herself up a bit to turn and look at her owner. The good thing was Bo had little interest in being physically abusive with Lauren, but the times that she did step out of line or talk back in a way that wasn't acceptable to the brunette, well, Lauren knew the punishment was swift and severe and she tried to avoid it at all costs.

The first time she'd actually fought back against Dyson he put her in the hospital for three days and she suffered another beating when she'd returned to the compound by Bo who was furious that her pet was acting up. Since that initial beating Lauren realized it was better to just sit and take it in hopes it would end and she could go back to building the emotional wall she was slowly constructing.

"Bo, please…Dyson ju—"

"He just left, I know."

Bo walked over to where Lauren was sitting up awkwardly and she noticed the blonde didn't even flinch as her eyes wandered over her half naked form. Bo extended her hand for Lauren to take so she could stand and the blonde did so reluctantly as she looked up at the young Fae with pleading eyes that the Succubus stared back into with no emotion or empathy.

Bo reached up and placed her hand on Lauren's bare collarbone area and the blonde trembled slightly as she pleaded her case softly. "No, Bo…I can't…not again…"

Bo's lip turned up in a half smirk as she sent a powerful surge into Lauren's body causing the blonde to moan lightly as her knees buckled at the euphoric feeling. Bo caught her lithe body and smiled down at her. "Sure you can…you always can Lauren…or haven't you figured that out by now?"

Lauren tried to keep her mind focused on the woman in front of her instead of the feelings raging through her body at the Succubus's touch. Lauren clenched her jaw as Bo backed her up and sat her down on the edge of the couch. Bo smiled as Lauren's legs inched open as if they were responding in a trained fashion and she slid her free hand down into the sticky warmth with a smirk on her face.

"You say you can't Lauren, but your body tells me otherwise."

Lauren tried to speak but Bo pulsed her again and again and soon Lauren was limply leaning forward in Bo's arms as the Succubus slid her fingers in and out of the human at a frantic pace. Lauren couldn't even comprehend what was happening to her as she moaned and her body jerked uncontrollably at Bo's expert touch. Finally stopping the pulses Bo reached up into Lauren's hair and pulled her head back so the blonde was looking up at the now electric blue eyes of the Succubus.

Tears flowed from Lauren's eyes as Bo started her feed and although her body was in a blissful state her mind was gone, clear of the situation she had found herself in and hoping that Bo would go too far and finally kill her. The feed ended before it began and Bo licked her lips with a smile as she continued thrusting into the blonde.

"You taste so much better right before you cum…"

Bo doubled her efforts and the blonde felt her body jerk then stiffen as she released the clear liquid onto Bo's hand. The Succubus continued her pounding into the small frame of the human doctor until Lauren thought she would black out and the doctor hoped she would and have a chance at a few hours rest. Somehow though, Bo always knew when to stop and she finally removed her fingers with one last pass over Lauren's spongy interior making her moan softly as she did.

"My my Lauren, eager to go again?"

It was a mocking tone and Lauren wanted to glare up at Bo but truth be told she didn't even have the energy to do that right now. This was the third time Bo had come for her today and the only good thing about that was Lauren knew Bo would let her be all day tomorrow. Bo seemed to have an acute sense of when Lauren needed to rest and when she could be ridden like a pony and Bo rode the swings of Lauren's energy level like a pro.

Bo helped Lauren maneuver herself down on the couch and she stood over her for a second and looked down at her with a cruel smile. "You know you can end this Lauren…"

Lauren lazily rolled her head to the side to look up at the Succubus. "Go to hell…"

Bo just laughed and shook her head as she walked out the door. Early on into their 'arrangement', Bo had told Lauren she could put an end to this suffering if she took her hand in marriage. Bo had forced Lauren to figure out a way to make humans Fae, mostly as a project to keep her busy when she wasn't being used for other things and miraculously, Lauren had actually done it. Lauren had been appalled at Bo's request and turned her down without a second thought which led to a few days of especially forceful suffering by the brunette.

Bo was furious that Lauren had denied her, she had never had that happen before, and it was then that she invited her friends to play with her pet knowing it would leave Lauren in a constant state of tiredness and humiliation. Bo wanted her to suffer, not because she was human or because she didn't like her. No, Bo wanted her to suffer for denying her the opportunity to spend forever by her side.

In some sick way, Bo was punishing the blonde because she had feelings for her but she was incapable of telling her how she felt. And after everything that had happened over the last few years, Bo knew Lauren would never give in to her advances so she kept up the façade for the sake of keeping some sort resemblance of what she considered normalcy between them.

After Bo left Lauren finally shut her eyes and allowed her body to relax. She desperately wanted to go upstairs and shower but she was too physically and emotionally drained to move. She didn't know how much time passed but she awoke with a start when she felt a hand on her shoulder shaking her gently.

"Doc?"

Lauren tiredly opened her eyes and saw Kenzi standing over her with concern on her face. Lauren tried to sit up but the muscles in her arms weren't working and she just kind of flopped back on the couch as she looked up at the small girl.

"Hi Kenzi…"

The hybrid Fae looked over her body for any signs of severe damage and breathed a slight sigh of relief when she didn't see any. Her half-sister could be ruthless and Kenzi knew it frustrated Bo that Lauren was so stubborn and hadn't fully given in to her demands yet.

Kenzi sighed as she reached out to help Lauren sit up. "Come on Doc…we have to get you cleaned up. She want's you at dinner tonight."

Lauren laughed with a slight manic tone to her voice as she looked up at Kenzi. "Seriously?"

Kenzi just bit her lip and nodded. She hated being the messenger girl for her sister but she knew she would suffer a beating at either her hands or the hands of Dyson if she refused. It was almost worse for Kenzi being a half breed as she was treated like an outcast by the Fae and could never fully integrate herself into the human world.

KNOCK KNOCK

Kenzi made sure Lauren wouldn't fall over again and opened the door to find Tamsin standing there with her arms crossed over her chest. Kenzi backed away so she could enter and Lauren gave her a slightly terrified look as the Valkyrie's stoic gaze.

"Get out Kenzi."

Kenzi looked at her cautiously. "Um, Tamsin I have to get her ready."

Tamsin waived her off without even looking at her. "Later, I want her now."

Kenzi's gaze darted back and forth between the Valkyrie and Lauren a couple of times before she sighed. "Bo wanted me to—"

Tamsin turned and stared at Kenzi with a harsh glare and she spoke to the hybrid girl with an authoritative tone. "Bo said I could take what I want, when I want and I want her now."

Kenzi swallowed thickly and glanced over at Lauren who just bowed her head in frustration. Kenzi nodded curtly and told Tamsin fine, she would leave for now but she needed to get Lauren ready later. Tamsin just nodded and Kenzi walked out and shut the door behind her. Lauren could already feel the tears forming in her eyes but she clenched her jaw to hold them back as she looked up at the woman who was staring back at her.

Tamsin took a step towards her and Lauren subtly flinched which caused Tamsin to sigh softly. "Stop Doc…relax."

Lauren tried to relax but her body was so used to being in a constantly tense state that it was hard. Tamsin picked her up carefully and instead of heading upstairs like she normally did she went over to the closet and opened it as she told Lauren to grab a blanket. Somehow Tamsin helped her drape it over her body before going out the front door, still carrying Lauren carefully in her arms.

"Tamsin what are you doing?"

The tall blonde didn't answer as she continued walking to her truck and settled Lauren into the front seat. She remained silent as she got in and drove them away from the compound where Lauren had been held for her entire existence. A few hours later Lauren awoke with a start and sat up immediately looking around at her unrecognizable surroundings. She grabbed her side in pain as the sudden movement had caused her tired muscles to knot up and jumped out of her skin when a soothing hand helped her relax the muscle and lay back gently.

"Easy Doc…rest now."

Lauren looked over at Tamsin who still had yet to tell her what they were doing or, more importantly, where they were and she sighed as she licked her dry lips and cleared her throat. "Tamsin, where are we?"

Tamsin lay next to her on her back staring up at the ceiling. "Someplace safe. Just rest Doctor. You'll be fine."

Lauren didn't know what was going on and she had assumed Tamsin still wanted her 'time' with her so she gingerly slid over on the soft mattress and kissed a trail from Tamsin's collarbone up her neck and to her chin. Of all the people Lauren had been forced to 'attend to' Tamsin was the only one who she'd ever reciprocated any kind of intimacy with. Perhaps it was because the Valkyrie had been so gentle with or perhaps it's because she treated her like a person rather than a plaything and Lauren felt some sort of connection to the other blonde, even if she believed it was one sided.

Tamsin reached up and stopped Lauren's movements. "Relax Lauren…you don't have to do anything."

Lauren looked slightly confused as she retreated slowly. She wasn't sure if this was some sort of sick joke by Bo or a test of some sorts by the Valkyrie. Although Tamsin was the one Lauren trusted the most, that trust was still razor thin and she expected the blonde to turn on her at any moment. Lauren watched Tamsin shut her eyes peacefully and Lauren looked more confused at the action.

"Tamsin?"

One eye opened and looked over at her in slight annoyance. "Yes?"

Lauren turned on her side and looked at the tall blonde. "I appreciate this…really…but you need to take me back. Bo will be furious when she finds out I'm gone and she'll come after you without hesitation for taking me."

Tamsin rolled on her side to face the blonde and she gave her a small smile. Lauren wasn't sure, but she thought she saw pity in Tamsin's gaze. "Don't worry about that Doc. Like I said, rest now. We'll deal with that later okay?"

Lauren scrunched her eyebrows in further confusion. "Then what are we doing?"

Tamsin sighed. "What I should have done a long time ago Doc."

Lauren looked confused and Tamsin reached up to smooth out her eyebrows a bit and cupped her face with a gentle touch. "We're setting you free."

Like I said…just something that was in my head so I wrote it down LOL. Let me know what you think and thanks for reading.