Summary: Max's POV. Her thoughts at the end of "And Jesus Brought A Casserole," the finale. Spoilers if you haven't seen it. Rating for language.
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Archive: Tell me
Rating: PG-13. Bad language.
Disclaimer: Dark Angel belongs to those kooks that write it. Who give us shippers a relationship, finally, and then take it away, just like that. :( This story's mine. Take it and I'll shoot you with rubber bullets.
Notes: I wrote this right after I saw the finale, as is my custom to do stories, because I see insight everywhere. I want to write down what the characters are thinking, in my opinion.
~~~Who noticed? There was a RAVEN in that episode!! Oh, the irony!!~~~~
I WROTE THIS WHILE I WAS STILL CRYING. So any stupid mistakes, I'm sorry.
Time finished: 10:29 p.m. Tuesday, May 22, 2001. I'm *still* crying. And it's raining outside. How can I go to school tomorrow????
Please feedback. And if you cried, too, tell me so I know I'm not alone. Poisonlollypop@aol.com.
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"And the Raven was called sin."
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Hearbeat
by Raven
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Thump, thump.
Her sneer taunts me. She knows it does. The fucking smug look on her face makes me utterly sick. She wants to break me. And she thinks... no, she knows she can do it with a hearbeat.
Zack's heartbeat.
My God, Zack... I can't believe you've done this. I knew you cared deeply about me, but to such an extent? To give up your life so I might have a chance?
That steady thumping is killing me.
She wants to make me into a soldier again. A goddamn mindless drone. But she doesn't know... my memories, my identity.... all that I am.... my friends are safely stored in my head, and her fucking machines won't extract them. She can't them away from me.
It's so hard to think with Zack's... my... heart beating, clear and sharp in the white room.
Cindy... Boo, you get the apartment to yourself now. Herbal and Sketchy, you'll need to take care of her. I know she'll miss me, but I'll be back.
And Logan.... oh, Logan... how can I tell you? I was so scared, so damn scared... I could never say the words, not even when I was dying in your arms. And now it's too late. Just before I fell, I saw our end as it was meant to be. Every second played out perfectly during a split second. But in a hearbeat, my whole world was changed.
I was down. And now I'm stuck in a makeshift bed, listening to the steady drummer's tone that reiterates the irony of my whole life. Things given, and taken away.
Zack... I heard you. When you told me to fight them. I heard every word. And I swear on our heart, on the life you've given me, that I will resist. They won't take me again.
They'll never take me back.
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What do you guys think will happen to Max in the next season? I don't think she'll go back to being a soldier. There has to be a happy ending for her.
Fanfiction can get us all through the summer reruns. Survive the summer! Write!
Thanks, you guys.
~.~
~Raven
Feedback: Poisonlollypop@aol.com.
Archive: Tell me
Rating: PG-13. Bad language.
Disclaimer: Dark Angel belongs to those kooks that write it. Who give us shippers a relationship, finally, and then take it away, just like that. :( This story's mine. Take it and I'll shoot you with rubber bullets.
Notes: I wrote this right after I saw the finale, as is my custom to do stories, because I see insight everywhere. I want to write down what the characters are thinking, in my opinion.
~~~Who noticed? There was a RAVEN in that episode!! Oh, the irony!!~~~~
I WROTE THIS WHILE I WAS STILL CRYING. So any stupid mistakes, I'm sorry.
Time finished: 10:29 p.m. Tuesday, May 22, 2001. I'm *still* crying. And it's raining outside. How can I go to school tomorrow????
Please feedback. And if you cried, too, tell me so I know I'm not alone. Poisonlollypop@aol.com.
*****
"And the Raven was called sin."
*****
~~~~~~~~
Hearbeat
by Raven
~~~~~~~~
Thump, thump.
Her sneer taunts me. She knows it does. The fucking smug look on her face makes me utterly sick. She wants to break me. And she thinks... no, she knows she can do it with a hearbeat.
Zack's heartbeat.
My God, Zack... I can't believe you've done this. I knew you cared deeply about me, but to such an extent? To give up your life so I might have a chance?
That steady thumping is killing me.
She wants to make me into a soldier again. A goddamn mindless drone. But she doesn't know... my memories, my identity.... all that I am.... my friends are safely stored in my head, and her fucking machines won't extract them. She can't them away from me.
It's so hard to think with Zack's... my... heart beating, clear and sharp in the white room.
Cindy... Boo, you get the apartment to yourself now. Herbal and Sketchy, you'll need to take care of her. I know she'll miss me, but I'll be back.
And Logan.... oh, Logan... how can I tell you? I was so scared, so damn scared... I could never say the words, not even when I was dying in your arms. And now it's too late. Just before I fell, I saw our end as it was meant to be. Every second played out perfectly during a split second. But in a hearbeat, my whole world was changed.
I was down. And now I'm stuck in a makeshift bed, listening to the steady drummer's tone that reiterates the irony of my whole life. Things given, and taken away.
Zack... I heard you. When you told me to fight them. I heard every word. And I swear on our heart, on the life you've given me, that I will resist. They won't take me again.
They'll never take me back.
~~~~~~~
What do you guys think will happen to Max in the next season? I don't think she'll go back to being a soldier. There has to be a happy ending for her.
Fanfiction can get us all through the summer reruns. Survive the summer! Write!
Thanks, you guys.
~.~
~Raven