Disclaimer: I sadly to not own twilight. But the plot is mine
I let the music consume me as I let my breath make music with the flute. I cannot imagine my life without it. My music or my flute. Those things are the only things that seem to keep me sane throughout my life. That...and books.
I guess you can say that I am quite an introverted person, but I can't be popular or adventurous if I tried.
In school I am constantly made fun of for my bland brown hair and eyes. To everyone at Forks High I am the freak that cannot live up to her name. Isabella Swan...Beautiful Swan. Kind of ironic actually, to have a name that means beauty but to be ugly.
Now do not get me wrong, I often stand in front of my mirror and say to myself, "You, Bella Swan, are not ugly. You are a swan." But then everything comes back to me.
The name calling, the threats, and the disgusted looks. They hit me like two tons of bricks; but no matter how much I just want to curl up in a ball and cry, I know that I have to fight through it all with my head held high.
Filling my captors with satisfaction is not something I want to see, that is when everyone will know that they win.
If they win, I will be defeated, and there is no telling of what I might to to myself if that happens. Crying, cutting, ripping apart, and worse of all...suicide.
NO! I can't think of myself that way right now. I have to be stong. I have to fight. To survive I must loose myself within my music and the adventures told by my books. Maybe one day my knight in shining armor will sweep me away from this place that I unfortunately call home.
But until then, until help finds me, I, Isabella Marie Swan, must not loose myself in my misury. I must, day by day, keep myself alive.
So how did you guys like it? It's new or course, and the idea just popped into my head. Don't worry, this is just the intro. The first official chapter is being worked on. Oh and I have other stories that I must update on this site and on fictionpress.
PLEASE REVIEW! I would love to know what you thought of this. If you have any ideas you can PM me and I'll get back to you as soon as possible.
If you are a new reader, please feel free to check out my other stories as well. I'm always in need of input.
again PLEASE REVIEW!
-Paramorefan1698
