A/N: So, as I adore BonKai, I decided to write some fanfiction on them. I hope you'll like this! Just as a warning, this would be set after episode 6x7!

Bonnie opened her eyes, surprised that she was still among the living. Well, technically. The space around her was well-familiar, the dark wooden ceiling and fancy goth furniture that she'd grown so used to over the past few months. Last thing she remembered? Ah, right. Giving up Miss Cuddles, her only chance of getting unstuck from the void of May 10th 1994 after receiving an arrow in her stomach by the one and only. Her hand instinctively traveled to her wound which she'd left unattended since she sent Damon back, only to find that it was now tightly bandaged up. Did Kai do that? No... For a second she thought that maybe she'd actually made her way out of that prison world. But her illusion was crushed when she heard a familiar grunt from the Salvatore kitchen.

"I see you're finally up." The boyish looking man said when Bonnie propped herself up on the couch with her aching elbow.

"What is going on?"

"What's going on is that you just ruined the last and only chance I had of ever leaving this place, and sent it flying out after your little vampire friend. And now, since I have nothing better to do, I'm making us lunch." Kai flashed one of his well-known devilish grins.

"Why did you patch me up?" Bonnie asked, trying to sit up straight.

"Funny, how you say that with such disappointment." he narrowed his eyebrows, fumbling with something in Damon's favorite frying pan. "You see, since the ascedant is absolutely useless now without your magic, I'm betting all my hopes on the loyalty of your ignorant friend Damon. He seems like the person who would stop at nothing to get someone he loves back. I just hope that he cares enough about you to try to get you out of here, and seeing as you're my only leverage, I need to keep you well and healthy." Kai gave her one of his best boyish smiles that almost made it seem like he was a good and genuine person, not the psychopath hiding underneath it.

In two swift moves, he tossed the components of the frying pan onto the plates he'd set before him, his lips still stretched out from ear to ear. He looked so confident and satisfied with himself. Bonnie hated it. But most of all, she hated that he was so calm. The last thing she remembered from the dramatic turnover in the caves was Kai's enraged face screaming at the top of his lungs. She'd never seen him so uncontrolled and raw, yelling almost like an animal.

"Here you go, sweetheart." he winked when he crossed the room to hand her one plate of what he'd just finished making. She considered saying no and proceeding to ignore him, but her grumbling stomach forced her to do otherwise so she took the food without any complaint and dug in. It was sort of a mixture of fried eggs, vegetables and delicious mushrooms. She would never admit it but this one Kai's meal was better than all of Damon's pancakes she'd been forced to endure for the past few months.

Kai sat on the coffee table right across from her and began gnawing at his own portion, sending Bonnie a few occasional looks. She didn't have any intention of starting a conversation, instead she was focused on eating up all the food on her plate, until that uncomfortable empty feeling in her stomach was gone. She paused for a brief moment, taking in a deep breath in between bites, only now noticing the blanket that was wrapped around her legs. She finished her food in a matter of a few silent minutes and as she looked up, she found a smug expression on Kai's face. He felt extremely satisfied by the fact that Bonnie, of all people, had enjoyed his food so much.

"What?" she questioned.

"Want some more?" he gestured towards her plate.

"No, it's fine." she leaned back into the couch as Kai took her plate along with his and went back into the kitchen to put them in the sink.

"You know... I would have expected a lot more negativity and refusing from you." Kai said, slowly approaching the couch again.

"I'm tired, Kai."

"Then you should get some rest." He moved right up to the couch and bent down, sliding one hand underneath Bonnie's back and the other just under her knees, picking her up with a lot less effort than she'd imagined.

"What are you doing?" she asked with a bewildered look in her eyes.

"Taking you to get some rest." Kai grinned, carrying her up the stairs into Damon's bedroom. She felt insanely uncomfortable, nervous and odd at the same time while he lowered her down on the covers. Then, much to her annoyance, he flopped down on the bed beside her, taking a book from Damon's night table. He flipped through a few pages and then threw it back in it's original place.

"Boring... I don't understand Damon's taste in literature. I mean, in the 18 years I've spent here, I read a looot of stuff, but I could never wrap my mind around some of these classics."

"If your definition of getting me some rest is talking me to death, I wouldn't be surprised." Bonnie interrupted him turning away to face the open door frame instead of him. It freaked her out to be so close to him after what he did to her. He watched her turn away and at one point he wanted to scoot closer and wrap his arm around her just to tick her off, but he opted against it. He did have a minor crush on Bonnie, he couldn't not have a crush on her since she was the only girl he'd seen in 18 years. In the four months he spent watching them, Kai couldn't believe that Damon didn't even try anything with her. If it were him, Kai wouldn't have wasted any time.

Bonnie was fast asleep, completely exhausted from her wounds, and Kai decided to stay next to her in case she got the idea to run away again. He even managed to get them both underneath the covers without waking her. For a while, he watched her sleep, thinking of how he could overpower her without so much as a blink. How he could crush her if he wanted to, he could use her. Like a savage. She would be completely powerless, and there's was absolutely nothing and no one stopping him from getting what he wanted. Even though this idea easily found its way into his mind, it didn't linger too long. He didn't want Bonnie to think he was a savage, at least not more than she already did. Besides, even though it was nice thinking about it and fantasizing, Kai had never actually experienced any kind of physical or emotional closeness with another girl, which only made his affection for Bonnie a lot more frightening.

Bonnie's wounds healed completely in only two weeks. She pinned it on one of the very rare perks of this empty world she was forced to share with Kai. He treated her nicely, almost made her feel comfortable. Since they ran out of things to do, they mostly talked.

Kai talked a lot. He told her the full story about how his father had treated him, about how they all thought he was an abomination and how he was an embarrassment for the family. Maybe this didn't give him the reason to go off killing his siblings, but Bonnie realized that Kai wasn't born a deranged psychopath, he was made into one by the constant pressure and molesting of his family, mostly his own father. Bonnie, being Bonnie, almost felt bad for him and started believing that maybe there was a way to save him. So she would talk to him and try to reassure him that if they ever got out, he could turn his life around. He didn't have to kill anyone else, he could just... Continue his life somewhere else and forget about everyone.

That was when the fights started. He wouldn't have any of it. He couldn't listen to her, because what he needed was revenge. He needed to make his father pay for every single bad thing that he had ever done to Kai. And every time Bonnie tried to prove him wrong, he would slam her against the wall, almost crushing her scull, as his heartbeat rose up and he would yell in her face to shut up. She could see the anger boiling up in his eyes and almost radiating out of his body. This happened countless times over the next two weeks. He had breakdowns when he would push her with all his strength and sent her flying into the walls, kitchen counters or, if she was lucky, the couch or the bed. But she didn't give up, oh no. She got back up every single time and continued her persuasive speech but with each new fight, her words came out just a little louder.

One night while they were standing in the kitchen and Kai had been making tea, she went for it again. Leaned against one of the counters, she talked about what Kai should act like once they got out. His heart rate rose up aggressively and as he looked at her, he just wanted to hurt her. To wrap his hands around her neck, to slam her against something or maybe even hit her so she would shut up. His hand that was trembling with anger slowly put down the little spoon he was holding and then he marched up slamming himself against her as her hips harshly hit the counter behind her.

He put a hand on each side of the counter she was leaned against and looked down at her with rage in his eyes. In response, she raised her chin up taking in a sharp breath, just to prove to him that he doesn't scare her, but her eyes gave her away. There was immense fear in them, and something about it excited him so much. Just the pure fact that he had so much power over her. In that moment, he forgot about everything she'd been saying, and he was now aware of their closeness. He could feel her heat through their clothes, their noses almost touching and eyes never breaking contact. But then his eyes dipped down, catching sight of her lips. He inched a bit closer, his nose finally brushing against hers while he opened his mouth slightly and took in a heavy breath through his teeth. He wanted to kiss her. He really did. But he just couldn't bring himself to close the small space that was left between them.

"Why do you do this, Bonnie? Do you want to see me get angry?" he questioned, only three inches away from her face. He smirked. "Does it excite you?"

She kept quiet, still trying to figure it out herself. Why did she do it? Maybe she was bored, maybe Kai exploding and losing his cool was fun to watch.. Maybe it did excite her. She had never felt fear, excitement and attraction combined in this way that she felt it with Kai. It was different than anything she ever felt in her life, and she might have even admitted that she loved to feel Kai's hands around her neck. The thought of it made her sick to her stomach, but she couldn't help herself. No one had ever payed this much attention, feeling or devotion to her. Not even Jeremy. He'd been her boyfriend for a long time, but he'd never made her feel this much. Just by a simple look in his eyes, Kai could make her experience so much more tension than Jeremy every could. But when it was physical, when he grabbed her or shoved her, she could feel it even better. The rage. Why was that? Why did she enjoy feeling his rage so much? She knew the answer to that. It was because it had been four weeks since she sent away her teddy bear. Four weeks, and no one came looking for her. It was because she died for them so many times. It was because her father and her grandmother were dead because of them. It was because Jeremy had wanted her alive just so he could touch her. It was because they were all so selfish, and her? She gave up so much for them. And she was angry, filled with rage – her own, Kai's, it didn't matter.

She shoved him away from her, much to his surprise. He opened his mouth for a second and then clenched his jaw, while his eyes sparked up again. As she started to leave, he pulled her back and pressed her up against the counter, only this time she was facing the wall, with her back to his chest. He aggressively held her hands in place over her stomach.

"Where do you think you're going?" he whispered over her shoulder. She tried to budge out of his grip with a small amount of force, just for the fun of it. But of course, he held her in place and chuckled briefly in her ear. Then, out of nowhere, she felt a gentle kiss on her neck, just underneath her ear. Then another one a little lower, and a few more on her shoulder. Bonnie knew she couldn't contain herself for much longer, breathing in deeply and letting out long sighs. His fingers were already leaving bruises on her arms, in contrast to the tender kisses he left along her skin.

"Kai..." She murmured, when he pressed himself closer into her back. Then, one of his hands left her arms and found its way under her shirt. He didn't waste any time, but shot up straight for her bare breast underneath her bra, and she felt him harden against the backside of her short skirt.

Yes, this was the first time Kai had ever touched a woman, and no, he had no intention on telling her so. His hormones along with 18 years of being alone were starting to kick in and he pressed down hard on her breast breathing heavily against her neck. He just wanted to bite right into her, when he heard a sharp moan escape her lips. He wanted to worship her on every inch of this kitchen, this house and this void of a world. In a second, he turned her around and had her sitting on the kitchen counter, when he positioned himself in between her legs and started kissing her neck roughly. He was just about to take off her shirt, when her hands started fighting his.

"Kai, stop." she said pushing his hands away, and when he was too dumbfounded to listen she started hitting hard against his chest until he realized what she'd been saying. Kai took a step back and watched Bonnie running away from the kitchen and up the stairs.

That was the last time he'd pulled something like that. He didn't try to upset her anymore, he didn't slam her against walls or shove her into closets. He still got close to her, teased her and egged her on, but he didn't have the strength to try to kiss her or touch her, because he hated being rejected. And if she rejected him again, he didn't know if he would hurt her or himself.

Another two weeks later, their relationship had become somewhat civil, but twisted in a way. They knew how to deal with each other, how to make the other party mad, and how to calm each other down. Even though they didn't do much, they found new ways to fight and soon enough, stealing kisses from each other became part of the daily routine. Bonnie didn't mind it because she had given up hope on being rescued. Almost each day, they took a field trip somewhere in Mystic Falls, they would rarely leave it. And they made sure to always come back to spend the night in the Salvatore boarding house. It was the closest thing they had to a mutual home.

Once, they found an amusement park just outside of Mystic Falls, and surely enough fought about who'd get to have the first ride on the Ferris Wheel. They ended up scooting in the same little seat and Kai took off his shoe to throw and hit the start button. It wasn't until they made two full spins in complete silence, angry with each other, that Bonnie asked how they were going to get off. Each new spin they'd made, Kai would throw another one of their shoes at the start up machine, but missed the big red button each time. When they we're out of shoes to throw, Bonnie wiggled her way out of the secured seat and jumped down on the platform when they were closest to it. Kai believed that she would finally hit the stop button so he could get off, but she just picked up her shoes and walked away from the Ferris Wheel.

She made her way to the little electronic cars and looked inside the manager's house for a way to power them up. Once she heard the Ferris Wheel stopped spinning, she knew Kai had managed to jump out and he was most likely lurking around her just waiting for an opportunity to grab at her and intimidate her for what she did. Soon enough, she felt a pair of hands come around her neck as he pulled her back against him. He held her for a second and then released her, shoving her playfully at one of the walls of the command house they were in. Then he came closer to her and kissed her gently, just like every other time before that. When their lips parted, he placed a few deep slow kisses in the crane of her neck and then he pulled her in for a long hug. She didn't know what it meant, but she was aware that she had been holding him in her embrace for at least two minutes. When he pulled away, Bonnie wasn't sure if his eyes were red or not, since he turned away so quickly that she couldn't catch it.

"Kai." she ordered him to stop and pulled on his hand so he would turn back to her and when he did, there was one single tear running down his cheek.

"Don't leave me, Bonnie." he said to her confused eyes. "Don't give up on me, not..." he sniffed, taking in a deep breath, "Not like they did. I'm sorry."

And he was sorry. Bonnie could feel it, without him even having to say it. He was sorry for intimidating her and hurting her, he was sorry for being who he was, for having the life that he did, for losing his mind.

"Come on." she sighed, taking his hand and leading him outside. "Let's go home."

When she said that, she had no idea that that was exactly about to happen. And she frankly didn't care about anything at that point. Maybe she was losing her mind too, now that her hope had been entirely lost. Kai was all she had and she wasn't going to let him feel bad about himself, not here, not now. There was no one else here to listen, no one else who knew them. Their past didn't matter, nor did their future if they had any. The only thing they had was now, literally.

So when they drove home and sat in the car in front of the Salvatore house, she kissed him. Unlike their other kisses, this one was longer, more passionate, more... Outraged. Bonnie felt like being selfish for once in her life. She wanted to awaken that rage in Kai that she hadn't seen in a while. She wanted him to get mad, and to take it out on her. So she suddenly walked out of the car and ran over to the front door, Kai following her closely behind. But once she opened the door, she had something to see. Well, someone.

"Bonnie?" she stopped dead in her tracks looking at the shocked man before her. She couldn't believe her eyes.

"...Damon?"

A/N: New chapter should be up soon! Hope you enjoyed, if you liked this or have any suggestions or advice, feel free to leave a review! I appreciate those very much! Thanks for reading! :)