A State of Pain Sorrow and Fear

I wish I could've lost my limbs
So you didn't feel the pain
I wish I should've lost my body and soul
So you never lost your nerves
I wish I bared the child
So you didn't have the sorrow
And I wish I lost my sight
So others didn't think of you for a fool of choice
Instead of a man of force.

Instead
You have the pain to feel every time it rains
And the sorrow of loneliness
You have to live the rest of your time bound to cold
You have to remember the sorrow of the one and only child you will ever bear
And you were forced to go blind
Just cause they ran out of time.

a/n- I hated the ending, but please don't flame me, for flames only belong to the colonel himself!