WEISS KREUZ:
The Leprechaun
Clawing at the crack on my bedroom wall
I keep on thinking of you
Feeling this great pain behind a bolted door
I have nothing to do
And so I would keep on asking why
Every now and then I could see a butterfly
Why I hear these strange little shrieks
That could almost make me cry.
"It's all in your head Schuldig",
Yohji would often say
But I won't believe such notion
I could hear screams night and day.
And Crawford locked me up
In this big dark room
And I can't see anything
But a psycho in doom.
"It's all in your head Schuldig, It's all in your head."
And my brain quivers sharply as I lay in my bed.
The thought of you surrounds me as the pain wracks my veins
And I clawed and scraped the walls with my tampered fingernails.
Crimson blood gushed down from my fingers all daggered
As tears fell down from my eyes, I'm hampered
The pain tells me I'm all staggered
And the throbbing just kept on wracking my head, wracking my head, spinning all over….
Spin, spin, spin all over
The screams seem to go louder, louder and louder
Spin, spin, spin all over
With the longing, the twitching, the yearning, the hunger
Spin, spin, spin all over
As the wounds on my hands go deeper and deeper
As the shrieks in the dark goes nearer and nearer
And the bolted door rolls with laughter
…….sorry…….
I feel like giving this up
The moonlit ceiling is dancing
…..I can't hold on any longer….
Ever bit of me is swirling…
And I want to close my eyes……
….close my eyes
…..close my eyes
And release your voice
And release your hand…..
….close my eyes
….close my eyes
Please allow me to go in a deep, deep sleep
And rest my horrified soul 'till it's over
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Then I woke up in the morning, feeling drained and weary
And ask Farfarello immediately where they put you steady
And with his puzzled look he told me
"We locked you up last night because you were jumping like crazy"
"And where is she, where did you hide her!", I exclaimed
"What the hell's with that girl unnamed?"
"I'm asking you where she is!"
"She's just a part of your imagination, can't you see?"
I sat down, unable to see your face in the light
As the patched eyed turns away from my sight
"She's real, Farfarello. She's here last night.
And you killed her just because you know I can't fight."
"I heard her cries and I heard your laughter as you drive
Her away from this world of tatter."
And I scanned and scanned Farfarello's mind
Just to see the excruciating truth behind.
And I began to see every piece of me
As I howl and scream in Farfarello's memory
And I saw them all, Nagi's in plea
As they lock me up from the vicinity
"Pure imagination, Schuldig!", the patch eyed laughed
As I hear Nagi's voice and Crawford's cough
"It's all in your head, all in your head"
All in my head, all in my head, and there you're dead.
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
If you haven't got it yet, Schuldig, the fiery German, went to a state of hallucination. He thought of having found someone to love and disgustingly, he also imagined that his co-Schwartz is torturing this "imaginary loved one".
And just like the remarks of his so-called friends,
It's all in his head.