I always thought that being a fairy is my dream. When I first wake up in Alfea I thought going to this school will be awesome. But I didn't thought that I could be wrong?..
When we arrived it looked like a normal school. Girls chating in the halls, teachers walking around and talking. Most girls were like Christine, my biggest bully at my old school. Fit, slim, perfect. They all had boyfriends and they were wearing trendy clothes.
And I already knew I wouldn't fit in. I mean how could I?? I came from a magicless planet, my parents can't afford trendier clothes, I never had a boyfriend. Actually I understand why I never had a boyfriend. Im fat and ugly. I am complitly different than the students here. Well this going to be AWESOME.
When Ms. Griselda first came to our home, we wouldn't believe her. (I mean I wouldn't believe her. My abusive parents were ready to gave me to anyone, so I wouldn't take up the space) She told us that they knew that I had magic ever since I was Born and they were just waiting for me to turn 16, so I can go to Alfea. We wouldn't believe her until...
That night. I still don't know who he was. I was walking home from Jane' s birthday party and he grabbed me in the dark. He pulled me into the forest nearby. He took my virginity. After he left I started crying. I felt a something in me and let it out. That night I burnt down half the forest. That night my magic first acted up. That night Ms.Griselda showed up and looked at me. That night she didn't ask a thing, she just hugged me and told it was alright. Later that night I first cut. And Later that night I tried to commit suicide.
That night I wasn't admitted to the hospital, because my abusive parents brought me to the forest and left me there. That night If Ms Griselda wouldn't showed up again. I would be dead. Right now I think it would be better for Everyone if I was dead.
Because Im not Perfect