Faith

It's been already a year since you've been gone for the fourth time, my life is as monotonous as it has ever been. But I have faith that you'll come back once more. You always do. You're only taking too long this time, but I know you'll come back.

Time passes, but I still have faith, and I know you won't disappoint me. Maybe you've been busy lately, or is it that this time you'll definitely stay where you are? I know that's not true, I still have faith and I know you will come back.

It's been already a week since you came back once more. You've cheered my life again, even though you didn't even meant it nor you could have guess it. Maybe you didn't even notice, but it really doesn't matter, as long as I get to see your smile and your deep-azure eyes.

As time passes I realize I have faith in one more thing, or maybe I've always had faith on it. You've actually never paid any attention to me. As I've been watching you over the past four years I've noticed how you act over all your friends. I remember your sweet smile, and your cool way to treat people, but I know none of those are for me.

As I knew it would happen, you're gone once again, this time you came upon us. This will be the last goodbye you gave us. That's how I knew you'll be coming next time to stay, your eyes told me that, even though none of the others realized. I felt very happy, it was also something I had faith on.

In the past years I've learned that one of the most powerful things on earth is called Faith. That's why I've been holding to it so stubbornly.

Now that you're finally here, and this time to stay for real, I feel I can summon faith once more. To see you smile, to watch you from apart... I think I want more than just that. I know faith won't disappoint me, and will make my dreams come true as it has already done before, so I whisper to the air, and to make clear all of this, I'll say 'I have faith one day you'll be only for me'.