Author's Note: I have a habit of procrastination and starting stories and not continuing them…I'm really hoping that I can update this weekly at the least…this is my newest story and I know I really need to finish I Won't Go Home Without You but eh I'm lazy…Sorry so here's a one shot maybe a multi chap fic to apologize with!
You're such a wallflower!
No one is going remember you!
Do you want to be a nobody the rest of your life?
Darcy's cruel remarks echoed in my head.
Yes, I had stolen her boyfriend Peter; Yes, I am pregnant; Yes, I had broken my vow and yes, I had cheated on Kc, but I was lonely, angry, and Peter was there.
"I just don't understand Darce. Why would he want her?" Tears came tumbling down my cheeks. My older sister pondered this for a second, "Maybe he wanted something more exciting? I mean Clare, not to be mean, but you're kind of boring."
"What?"
"Well Clare, I mean this in the nicest of ways, but let's see, Jenna's a cheerleader, and all you ever do is read. Jenna is popular, while you only have Alli. Jenna is outgoing while all you ever do is hang out with the smart kids, and Jenna wears cute clothes while all you ever wear is that uniform! Face it Clare, Jenna's the whole package and I'm sorry but I understand why he wants her," Darcy gave me a pitying glance, "I mean Clare, you're a wall flower and if you don't start being more exciting people won't remember you, I'm sure you don't want to be a nobody the rest of your life?"
"Well at least I'm not a tramp like you Darcy!" I said over my shoulder as I ran out of the room. I heard Darcy's desperate cries but I didn't turn back.
I brushed the memories away. I couldn't think of that night. That night changed me; I was no longer St. Clare, I was the opposite. I was a dirty floozy and I didn't deserve this beautiful baby girl growing inside.