It seemed like it was a
perfect day for a funeral. Raindrops hit the windows of the church
with such a force that Hermione was afraid the drops were going to
come in through the glass. The wind howled around the church tower,
causing the large building to creek. She was huddled in her little
room, her friends surrounding her and catering to her every whim.
This was, after all, her wedding day.
Then why did she feel like
it was her funeral?
Ronald would be a good husband, she knew that.
But how could she be a good wife when her heart so clearly belonged
to someone else? How did she get herself into this situation? Why did
she agree to marry Ron to begin with? True, she had fancied him once,
or at least she thought she had. But then their fourth year happened
and everything changed. Harry's name had come out of the Goblet of
Fire. Viktor Krum had asked her to the Yule ball. Cedric Diggory had
almost died.
After Cedric recovered from his attack, he and
Hermione became quite good friends. She was able to talk to him about
all of her problems, including her situation with Ron, and her
conflicting feelings. Cedric had provided her with a companionship
that Ron and Harry had never been able to provide. Cedric treated her
like an equal, not like a sister he had to protect, not like someone
who always had a quick answer. Cedric treated her like a person. And
she loved him for that. She loved him for a lot of things.
That
rainy day at a small church in the middle of London, two lives were
changed.
"I can't do this." Hermione suddenly said,
turning to Ginny, her maid of honor.
"Excuse me?" Ginny asked,
mouth slightly open.
"Ginny, I'm sorry. I can't marry Ron. I
don't love him." She said. And for the first time in months, she
felt free. Free from the lie she had been telling, free from her
burden.
"Wait, what?" Ginny said, confusion all over her face.
"What do you mean you don't love him? You agreed to marry him!"
Red was starting to flush her cheeks, and Hermione could tell she was
getting angry.
"Ginny, please go get Harry for me. I need to
talk to him." Ginny glared at her as she turned to leave the small
room at the back of the church.
Hermione quickly scribbled down a
quick note.
Harry,
Please understand, and hopefully you will
more then anyone else. I can't go through with this. Please help
Ron through this, I never meant to hurt him. I have to leave, and I
don't know when I'll be back.
Hermione
Before Ginny
could return with Harry, Hermione ran out the back door and into the
pouring rain. To her surprise, she ran into a solid form before she
could get very far.
"Pardon me!" She practically yelled,
hoping the person could hear her over the rain. The water caused her
dress to cling to her body, the veil sticking to her face.
"Hermione,
what are you doing out here?" A voice yelled back at her. She
looked up into the steel blue eyes that were all too
familiar.
"Cedric?" She asked confused.
"I'm sorry
Hermione; I can't let you do it. I can't let you go through with
this." He said, grabbing her face. "I love you too much to let
you go!"
Tears mingled with the rain on Hermione's face as she
stared up at the face of the only man she had ever loved.
"Cedric,
I just left Ron at the alter. I'm not sure if they even know I'm
gone yet. Ginny was furious when I told her that I could not marry
her brother. I left Harry a note. I have to leave; I need to get away
from this church!"
"I'll go with you." For the first time,
she actually looked at him. He looked miserable. It appeared as if he
hadn't shaven or cut his hair in weeks. While he was wearing a
tuxedo, he looked very poorly put together, his bow tie hanging
crookedly around his neck.
"Ced, what happened to you? You look
miserable."
"The moment you told Ron that you would marry him,
well, that was the moment my world stopped."
"Why didn't you
say anything?" She yelled. The rain was coming down harder, and it
was getting increasingly hard to hear him, let alone
herself.
"Because I wanted you to be happy. I didn't care
about myself, only about you. But then I realized that I couldn't
live without you. So I came here."
"I was standing in that
room preparing to walk down the isle and pledge myself to Ron until
death do us part. And then I realized that I would never be a good
wife to him, not when my heart belonged to you."
It had seemed like the perfect day for a funeral, and it almost was. For Hermione, marrying a man she couldn't love was almost worse then a funeral. Ron would be heartbroken, but she knew that one day he would forgive her. One day everything would be alright. But until then, she'll just have to wait, and pray for that break in the weather.
