(A/N): So I know, I haven't upadted or done much at all for what feels like centuries, I'm sorry. I promise I will get better soon 'cause school is out and I'm planning on minoring in creative writing in college, so I will HAVE to write! YAY!

On another note, I found this poem when cleaning out my room last week. I know it doesn't exactly fit with SWAC COMPLETELY, especially now after FFTF, but I thought it fit well enough. I wrote this after I had a guy I was dating cheat on me, kissing this other girl even before he kissed me, but oh well, life moves on, right? So basically this is intended to be from Sonny's point of view. She just walked in to see Chad being a jerk and making out with some other girl when he was dating her. I know, I absolutely love happy ends, especially when it comes to Channy, because they are so amazing as a couple, but this is my take on a sad ending for them. So tell me what you think and please know this is not my best work since I did write it two years ago basically!

ANI

Discalimer: I do not own SWAC or any of its characters.

I'm crying again.

How could I have been so stupid?

How could I have actually thought

You liked me?

Well, duh.

I was your best friend.

I've always loved you.

When you asked me out

I felt like I was on a speeding train,

Going faster, and faster, and faster

Picking up speed with each passing second.

Then it crashed….

My life crashed, my heart crashed, my world crashed.

I figured it out.

The stupid train finally understood-

I finally understood—when the arrow

Seemingly pierced my heart,

When I froze, shocked,

And looked down at the blood seeping

From my broken heart.

When I saw you….My world crashed.

How could I ever let it get this far?

Why did I trust you with my fragile heart?

Why….why did I actually believe you?

I've seen what you've done before,

I've seen others get hurt.

Why couldn't I see what was happening

To me? To my life?

You used to cry to me

When your current girlfriend broke up with you.

I always hoped that I would, someday,

Be your girlfriend

I would never do that to you.

I have to tell you though,

It hurts.

What really hurts

Is going into a room

And seeing the boy you love

Lip-locking with some girl

Who you made jealous by going out with me!

How could you use me like a worm

To riel in a fish?

So here I am crying,

My heart has been shattered.

I'm broken.

I'm cracked.

Don't touch me

'Cause I'll just fall apart again,

Into a million pieces.

(A/N): SO review if wouldn't mind. I absolutely love reviews and want to know what you think, considering the more personal nature of this piece. Once again though it was written like two years ago so it is most definately NOT my best work, just keep that in mind :P

Much Love!