Disclaimer: I don't own KP. First chapter sorta like a songfic.
Ron Stoppable looked tearfully up at the ceiling. It had been a week since he's left his room, besides to shower. He felt the tears again.
"I will not cry," the blond teenager whispered. His pet naked mole rat, Rufus, hopped up onto the bedside table and looked sadly at his human friend.
It had been a week since it had happened.
Since SHE'd broken his heart.
He confessed his feelings to her and she'd turned him down.
****You told me you would never...accept me as more than a friend. I felt the pain and tears in my eyes. Never thought my happiness would end. You left me here. You don't have a clue. I am lost without you. I know I could patch, things up, but that would mean setting eyes on you....*****
He'd never thought a girl like that would hurt him so deeply.
She'd been the only one who understood him.
Who hadn't thought he was a freak.
Who's cared about him.
******You were the only one ho saw, what was past my little act. I was so insecure. And you knew, you never made me look back. But now I'm here, so alone. I know you saw what was within. You understood, all my pain. So why's you leave me out in the rain?******
Ron felt the tears again. Sick with sadness.
"I'm broken Rufus, aren't I?" Ron asked forlornly.
"Huh?" Rufus asked.
"I never knew Kim would turn me down. I'm used to being turned down , but not by someone I loved, truly deeply," Ron said.
*******I was used to rejection. But I never thought it would be perfection. The way you turned me down so absolute. My heart beat slow my mind was mute.
Chorus: Cuz can you see me here I'm broken? I'm cryin' alone and I'm hopin', that you will come and ease my pain again. Like you did when someone else hurt me. But I know, it gets so cold. I'm desperate all alone. And now I know, I'm split in two. I can tell that I am broken without you...**********
"Kim turned me down when I told her how I felt. Told me I was just her friend. I should have known she'd do this. But I never wanted to make her seem so bad," Ron said quietly. He looked over to his closed door, letting in little light, and what it did let in was dim.
********* You told me I was just a friend, oh yeah. But baby I wanted something more. Wanted to hold you like no one else would. But you wouldn't let me in. So now I'm left, feel so much pain. My heart is bleeding like the rain. My aching heart, my crying eyes. Rejection never was a surprise.
Chorus....***********
"I feel so lost," Ron continued. Rufus didn't know what to do to comfort his friend. He'd been skipping school. He couldn't face them all. Especially not Kim. It made his heart sick when he thought of her. His one true love, and his own personal heartbreaker.
"Aww," Rufus said sadly. Nothing he did could help Ron's broken heart.
"Kim's my best friend. Or was. I don't know anymore. I fell in love with her, she broke my heart, so what's there left? A withered friendship, that's what!" Ron said. He began to cry again, and hit his wall with a fist. He didn't even cry out from the pain in his knuckles, he was too busy with the pain in his heart.
******************You were my only friend. But then you turned water into blood. You turned sunlight into morbid shine. You turned my heart into a morgue. And now I feel, all the pain. I know you're the one, I have to blame. You didn't mean, to break my heart. But you tore my life apart. I only want out today. In this life I cannot stay. My heart beats dry, my breath is short. What's the point in being alive anymore?
Chorus....**********************
"I just wanted her to love me the way I loved her! She's got that God forsaken Josh Mankey now though. She'd never give me another thought!" Ron said. He was overreacting, he knew. But he was hurt so deeply.
"Tomorrow, I have to go back to school. I have to face them. They'll say 'aww, did poor Ronnie get his heart broken by Kim Possible? Too bad loser. Boo hoo hoo!' That's what they'll say. They don't care about me, and neither does anybody else except you buddy. I want to die right now!" Ron shouted, tears gone, now only rage at all the hateful people. Rufus looked concerned.
"No!" he squeaked. Ron lifted his tear stained face.
"You're right buddy. Life's too precious to lose, especially on purpose," Ron said.
*****************You made me want, to end my life. To get away from pain and strife. But I was left, here alone, and why would YOU care, baby? Do you care that I miss you like crazy? Do you know I can't face them today?
Chorus.......*************
Ron wiped his eyes. "I can make it tomorrow buddy. As long as I've got Kim at my side I can get through anyth-" and then Ron remembered that it was Kim's fault that he was hurt like this, and he burst into tears again.
AWWWW, poor Ron. I luv that little sweetie.
~Moonchild
Ron Stoppable looked tearfully up at the ceiling. It had been a week since he's left his room, besides to shower. He felt the tears again.
"I will not cry," the blond teenager whispered. His pet naked mole rat, Rufus, hopped up onto the bedside table and looked sadly at his human friend.
It had been a week since it had happened.
Since SHE'd broken his heart.
He confessed his feelings to her and she'd turned him down.
****You told me you would never...accept me as more than a friend. I felt the pain and tears in my eyes. Never thought my happiness would end. You left me here. You don't have a clue. I am lost without you. I know I could patch, things up, but that would mean setting eyes on you....*****
He'd never thought a girl like that would hurt him so deeply.
She'd been the only one who understood him.
Who hadn't thought he was a freak.
Who's cared about him.
******You were the only one ho saw, what was past my little act. I was so insecure. And you knew, you never made me look back. But now I'm here, so alone. I know you saw what was within. You understood, all my pain. So why's you leave me out in the rain?******
Ron felt the tears again. Sick with sadness.
"I'm broken Rufus, aren't I?" Ron asked forlornly.
"Huh?" Rufus asked.
"I never knew Kim would turn me down. I'm used to being turned down , but not by someone I loved, truly deeply," Ron said.
*******I was used to rejection. But I never thought it would be perfection. The way you turned me down so absolute. My heart beat slow my mind was mute.
Chorus: Cuz can you see me here I'm broken? I'm cryin' alone and I'm hopin', that you will come and ease my pain again. Like you did when someone else hurt me. But I know, it gets so cold. I'm desperate all alone. And now I know, I'm split in two. I can tell that I am broken without you...**********
"Kim turned me down when I told her how I felt. Told me I was just her friend. I should have known she'd do this. But I never wanted to make her seem so bad," Ron said quietly. He looked over to his closed door, letting in little light, and what it did let in was dim.
********* You told me I was just a friend, oh yeah. But baby I wanted something more. Wanted to hold you like no one else would. But you wouldn't let me in. So now I'm left, feel so much pain. My heart is bleeding like the rain. My aching heart, my crying eyes. Rejection never was a surprise.
Chorus....***********
"I feel so lost," Ron continued. Rufus didn't know what to do to comfort his friend. He'd been skipping school. He couldn't face them all. Especially not Kim. It made his heart sick when he thought of her. His one true love, and his own personal heartbreaker.
"Aww," Rufus said sadly. Nothing he did could help Ron's broken heart.
"Kim's my best friend. Or was. I don't know anymore. I fell in love with her, she broke my heart, so what's there left? A withered friendship, that's what!" Ron said. He began to cry again, and hit his wall with a fist. He didn't even cry out from the pain in his knuckles, he was too busy with the pain in his heart.
******************You were my only friend. But then you turned water into blood. You turned sunlight into morbid shine. You turned my heart into a morgue. And now I feel, all the pain. I know you're the one, I have to blame. You didn't mean, to break my heart. But you tore my life apart. I only want out today. In this life I cannot stay. My heart beats dry, my breath is short. What's the point in being alive anymore?
Chorus....**********************
"I just wanted her to love me the way I loved her! She's got that God forsaken Josh Mankey now though. She'd never give me another thought!" Ron said. He was overreacting, he knew. But he was hurt so deeply.
"Tomorrow, I have to go back to school. I have to face them. They'll say 'aww, did poor Ronnie get his heart broken by Kim Possible? Too bad loser. Boo hoo hoo!' That's what they'll say. They don't care about me, and neither does anybody else except you buddy. I want to die right now!" Ron shouted, tears gone, now only rage at all the hateful people. Rufus looked concerned.
"No!" he squeaked. Ron lifted his tear stained face.
"You're right buddy. Life's too precious to lose, especially on purpose," Ron said.
*****************You made me want, to end my life. To get away from pain and strife. But I was left, here alone, and why would YOU care, baby? Do you care that I miss you like crazy? Do you know I can't face them today?
Chorus.......*************
Ron wiped his eyes. "I can make it tomorrow buddy. As long as I've got Kim at my side I can get through anyth-" and then Ron remembered that it was Kim's fault that he was hurt like this, and he burst into tears again.
AWWWW, poor Ron. I luv that little sweetie.
~Moonchild