A/N: One and only Disclaimer: It belong not to me, my loves )

I had this story posted awhile ago under a different penname, saccharon, however, my account kind of got deleted, and I don't know if that was because of the incorrect switchal of the e-mail addresses, or the explicit content... however, I would just like to say that I have toned it down as much as I can without being too detailed. There's just a lot of sentences I say that aren't... that... that need to be said, because, well.. they're cute! I don't actually intend to make this a trashy story that has sex scenes every ten seconds. If they occur it will be at appropriate times, and probably not always written out. I kind of like this idea. Harry Potter meets Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

Chapter One: The Proposition

"Hey, Potter, do you want to have sex with me?" Lily Evans asked coyly, looking up at James from her dinner. They were in the Great Hall having the last meal of their sixth year. Tomorrow they would be leaving for home on the Hogwarts Express, ready to start summer.

James nearly choked on his food as he swallowed, hard. "What?" He spluttered out.

The whole table was looking at Lily as if she had gone insane.

And maybe she had.

"Well, you know, if you don't want to. I can always ask someone else." Lily smiled mischievously.

"No!" James yelled almost instantly. "What I mean to say is," He tried to continue. "Oh, bloody hell! Have you gone nuts, Evans?"

"Apparently I have, James Potter. To think I was being serious!" Lily stood up angrily. "Am I so repulsive?" She glared at him, tears starting to form in her eyes. "I could have sworn that the three thousand times you tried to ask me out last year were some indication of certain feelings you might have regarding me. Apparently I was wrong." Lily sniffed and walked out of the hall heading for Gryffindor Tower.

James turned and looked at Sirius Black, his best friend. "Padfoot, did Lily Evans just ask me to have sex?"

Sirius was grinning broadly. "Yeah, Prongs. Honestly, I don't know what you are still doing here."

James blinked and turned to the rest of his friends. "I think I'll see you all later…" James leapt to his feet and ran off after Lily.

Alice was staring blankly at the wall in front of her. She couldn't hear what Sasha was saying to her. "What just happened?" She finally asked.

"That's what I've been trying to talk to you about, silly." Sasha said. "I think we might have just witnessed history."

"I can't believe what Lily just did!" Alice was saying to herself.

"You and me both." Sirius interjected. "Do you think they'll actually do it?"

"Of course not!" Sasha stated with conviction. "Lily would never stoop so low as James Potter."

"Well," Alice started.

"Well, what?" Sirius asked when she hesitated. "Has our own little Miss Evans had secret feelings about my mate James?"

"Kind of." Alice said sheepishly. "She was telling me just last week how she was lonely. She said that even Potter was starting to look appealing. And then she just threw me off by listing all his appealing qualities. I was so shocked I didn't know what to say or think of. Until now, that is."

"Who knew Evans had such a sex drive." Sirius mused to himself.

"Oh please, don't talk about her that way." Sasha shuddered. "It's bad enough having just witnessed that."

"What's wrong, Sasha, are you uncomfortable with this subject?" Remus joined the conversation.

"No, of course not!" Sasha blushed. "Only when it comes to my friend… and Potter."

"Remus, pal, Sasha has had a crush on James for like, forever." Sirius grinned.

"I have not!"

"You so have."

"I have not!"

"Then why are you blushing so profusely?" Sirius grinned, knowing he'd won. "I mean, come on, Sasha. It is so obvious. Even James knows."

"He does?" Sasha asked dejectedly.

"Yeah. But you can't blame him for being distracted by Evans. She's a looker."

"What, and I'm not?" Sasha said hoarsely. "Lily is not the only with a rack, if you haven't noticed." Sasha claimed, thrusting out her chest a little bit.

"Woah, Sirius. I think you've struck a sore point." Remus commented, as Sirius was too dumbstruck from staring at Sasha.

"Yeah, well. No one said you weren't unattractive, Sasha. We just never noticed certain features that you appear to possess." Sirius was still staring.

"Hah." Sasha stood up. "Dream on, Black."

"I just might." Sirius winked.

"Oh, please. I'm leaving. Bye, Alice." Sasha left the Great Hall angrily.

"Yeah, bye." Alice said after her retreating form. She turned back to the rest of the Marauders. "Did I miss something?"

"I think we both did." Remus replied. Sirius was still staring after Sasha. "Padfoot, I don't think it's going to happen."

"Aww, Moony, why not?" Sirius began digging into his food again.

"You said yourself she's in love with James."

"James has all the luck." Sirius replied sullenly.

"Lily?" James called upon entering Gryffindor Tower. "Are you here?"

"Yeah." Lily called out softly. She was sprawled out on a couch next to the fire.

James came and sat down next to her. "Do you want to talk?"

"I don't know. Is there something to talk about?"

"Well, how about you propositioning me for sex?" James tried to look at anything but her, worried she would see his hopeful expression.

"Oh that." Lily stared at the floor. "I don't know why I said that. I heard you say you broke up with Audrey, and I thought I'd ask."

"Have you thought about this before?" James asked softly.

"Yeah." Lily said almost inaudibly. "Haven't you?"

"Oh yeah. Loads of times." James grinned at her.

Lily playfully hit his shoulder. "I don't want to know about that, Potter."

"Hey! You asked, you know."

"Yeah, I did." Lily looked up into his eyes. "Why did you stop asking me out?"

"Is that what this is about? I asked you out every day of fifth year. Every time you came up with a new and interesting insult to throw back at him. I really have to applaud you for that. I didn't even know some of those things could be so offensive."

"What are you getting at, Potter? Do you not like me anymore?" Lily bit her lip, not really wanting to hear the answer to that.

"Of course I do!" James blurted out immediately. "I only stopped asking because I think I realized you might want some space. I was acting completely immature. I decided last summer that I wouldn't ask you out this year. I wanted to be your friend."

"Is that it?" Lily blinked.

"You wish, Evans." James smirked. "I intended to start asking you out again as soon as seventh year started."

"Good." Lily said, smiling.

James heart beat extra fast at seeing her smile. She really had the most beautiful smile he had ever seen. He would have done anything to see her smile like that all the time. He wrapped his arms around Lily and drew her into his lap, hugging her. Lily snuggled up against him, laying her head on his shoulder. "You know, you never answered me."

"About what?" James asked, starting to run his fingers through her long auburn hair.

"Will you have sex with me, James?" Lily looked up at him, her emerald eyes shining brightly.

James gulped at hearing her sentence, and the use of his first name. James. She called me James. And she asked for sex. Oh bloody hell. "Yes."

"Good." Lily lifted herself up and turned around, straddling his waist. "I think I might like you, James Potter." She leaned forward and pressed her lips against his.

James leaned eagerly into the kiss. Her lips felt so soft and smooth. He could lose himself in them. Soon he was running his tongue across the seam of her lips, asking for entrance. Lily felt butterflies tumbling through her stomach as she parted her lips ever so slightly. She felt James' tongue slip into her mouth, mingling with hers. Her whole body shivered with delight. James slowly slid his hands up her backside before they tangled themselves in her hair.

James and Lily eventually found themselves sprawled across the couch, James laying on top of Lily. They lay there, kissing each other for several long moments, oblivious of their surroundings.

They didn't hear Sasha enter the Common Room. "Oh my goodness." Sasha let out in a high pitched voice. Lily broke away from James mouth and turned to look at her friend. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt." Sasha ran towards the girl's dormitories.

"Oh, no." Lily muttered, crawling out from underneath James. "She'll never forgive me." Lily's eyes started to tear up and she buried her face in James' shoulder.

"It's okay, Lily. I'm sure she'll get over it." James stroked her hair, clinging closely to her inviting body.

"You don't understand." Lily choked out. "She kind of has a crush on you." Lily looked up at James searching his eyes.

"Oh." James let out, confused. His grip slackened on Lily ever so slightly.

"I'll understand if you want to go to her. She is much prettier than I am." Lily looked down at her lap.

"Hey, now." James brought his hand up under her chin, lifting her face to look at him. "You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. And there's no one I'd rather be with." James leaned in and kissed her lightly on the lips.

"Are you serious?" Lily smiled a little, looking at him through unshed tears.

"Completely." James grinned and picked her up into his arms.

Lily laughed and clung to his neck. "Where are we going?" She asked discreetly.

"Where do you think?" James nipped at her lips. "We are going to my room."

"Oh." Lily smiled and snuggled her head into his neck. "I think I can handle that."

"I sure hope so." James quickly opened the door to the boys' dormitories and walked towards the sixth year's room. "Welcome to my humble abode." James announced as he gently laid Lily down onto his bed.

"Mm. It's a nice place." Lily stared up at James. "What now?"

James leaned forward and kissed her, letting his tongue play across hers. "Whatever you want."

"I want you, James." Lily trailed her finger across his jaw, before moving down his chest to rest on his waistline.

"I have been waiting so long to hear that." James kissed her, his hands sliding up under her shirt.

Lily shivered at James hands. He was so warm against her. She was shivering with excitement. She had always been so nervous about her first time, but James made her feel safe. She felt like she could stay in his arms forever. I could be falling for him. Lily thought.

James lifted Lily's shirt up over her head. She was shivering still. "Are you okay?" Lily nodded, and tugged nervously at his shirt as well.

James smiled at her, she was clearly nervous. He tore his shirt off, and watched as her hands ran up his chest, exploring. He didn't want her to get frightened. This must be her first time. James could recall being just as nervous his first time. But that had been so long ago.

James trailed kisses along her jaw and down her neck. He drew his hands along her soft stomach. James groaned, his pants were becoming increasingly tight. Lily let her hands move up and down his back and ran them threw his hair. Lily was calming down under James' caresses. He was so experienced.

James moved a hand down to her pants and unzipped them. Lily responded quickly by pulling them down and kicking them off. She wrapped her arms around his neck and brought his mouth down on hers. James moved his hands down and soon disposed of his own pants.

Lily was still anxious about what was going to happen. Would she be a different person? She hoped not, because she really didn't want to stop. She had never seen a naked man before. She was really glad to be experiencing this with James.

Lily was feeling new waves of pleasure coursing through her body. James really knew what he was doing. She definitely didn't want it to stop now. "Please, James." She let out softly. James nibbled on her ear.

"Are you sure?" He asked softly. He didn't want to rush her.

"Yes. Please, I really want this. I want you, James."

"Alright." James kissed her lips. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Lily smiled and captured his lips. He was filled with a strong desire to be one with her. He never wanted this to end. She felt so good. Her body was so supple and strong. She had a quiet kind of innocence that just made you want to corrupt her and yet keep her pure for the rest of her life. Lily Evans was the perfect girl, according to James Potter.

Lily never knew it would be like this. She was giving herself away to James Potter, and she had no regrets. He was kind and sweet. When she asked him to do this in the Great Hall she never knew he would be so gentle and understanding. He hadn't rushed her. He hadn't asked her to do anything she didn't want to do. She was giving herself over to him completely. He would always have a part of her.

After dinner that night, Sirius, Remus and Alice entered Gryffindor Tower. "So, what do you think they're doing?" Sirius winked at Alice suggestively.

"Oh." Alice muttered. "I don't think Lily would actually go through with it. Do you?"

"If James has anything to say about it, she probably will." Remus laughed. "Don't look so shocked Alice. I'm sure Lily is fine. James would never pressure her. He loves her too much."

"What?" Alice gasped.

"Umm, I mean… Oh shoot. Don't tell Lily, okay?" Remus could have shot himself for that one.

"Yeah, sure." Alice headed off to find Frank Longbottom.

"Do you really think they did it?" Remus asked Sirius who was coming back down from the boys' dorms.

"Oh, I think there's a good chance. Our room seems to be occupied for the time being." Sirius was grinning ear to ear. "I knew Prongs could do it, that bastard."

Lily cuddled up against James in his bed. She was wearing one of his shirts and boxers. "James, I don't know what to say. That was…"

"Shhh." James pressed a finger to her lips. "You don't have to say anything. I know." Lily smiled and sucked his finger into her mouth. "Hey now. You could get a guy excited like that."

"Really?" Lily smiled. "I hadn't known." She laid her head down on his pillow and stared at him. "Can this last forever?"

"I hope so." James replied, tracing a pattern across her arm. "I sure hope so."

Lily pressed her lips against his cheek and lay down against him. "I'm really tired."

"Alright, babe. Go to sleep. I'll be here in the morning." James smiled and rested his head against hers.

"James."

"Yes?"

"Are we dating now?"

"I don't know." James pondered. "Go to sleep, darling. We'll talk about it in the morning."

"Okay." Lily mumbled. She was already well on her way to sleeping. She felt so safe and happy in James' arms.

James smiled and watched her as she slept. He kissed her jaw. She was so beautiful, and such a vibrant person. He wanted nothing more than to be with her. A question was nagging at James though.

Are we dating now?

A/N: Yeah? Review please. Story ideas are welcome, I've got the first five chapters written, but from there I don't know where to go P