Time to have a different kind of fun
We just got back to Magnolia from our first job after the grand magic games. The sun was nearly finished setting. The sky was so pretty. Some of the best sun sets are in Magnolia. The down side was Natsu was still feeling sick even though we weren't in a vehicle any more. The trip was pretty long so maybe that's why. Happy decided to take Natsu back to their place instead of going to the guild hall. We decided to split the money the next day. The rest of us went on our way to see everyone and let them know how it went. When we arrived at the guild not many people were there. Mirajane, the Master, Levy and Gajeel were the only people we could see. I went straight to the bar and ordered my normal strawberry milkshake. Turns out the majority of the guild are out on jobs, so for once in a very long time the guild is going to be quite for the next few days…until Natsu feels better that is. I went to the job bored and there weren't that many jobs. I don't mind though. That was a pretty big job we did so I would like to have a rest. It was getting late so I said goodnight to everyone and went home.
On my way home I started to think how pretty much every day of my life was starting to become the same. Don't get me wrong, I like the way my days go and all the jobs are different but I just want a bit more fun, excitement and something different. I don't want the type of fun that is good. I want the type of fun that isn't right. They say being bad is fun, that breaking the rules is fun. I want to be bad for once. I was always a good girl when I was younger and I still am. I'm sick of it, it's boring. I also want to prove that I deserve to be part of Fairy Tail, that I can fight, that I can take care of myself, that I don't just depend on my spirits to fight for me and protect me! Basically prove that I'm just as strong as them. It's time to spice things up.
If I'm going to do this I'll need to become a lot stronger. If I end up fighting my guild mates it will most likely be Natsu, Gray, Erza, Wendy and Juvia. If that does happen which I'm most certain it will, I will be taken out easily with the state I am now, they're that much stronger than me, especially together. This is something that won't happen overnight, its going to take time. Probably a few years. But it's not just about getting stronger there's also planning what I'm going to do. Set everything up. It's like a game of chess. They are all my pawns, pieces of a game. I just have to find some wizards that will help me. But first things first, get stronger with both my magic and physical ability. It won't be easy but it will be interesting.
If I'm going to get stronger magically I'll need help from my spirits. Loke can help me in hand to hand combat. I can ask Capricorn to help me with me raise my magic. Maybe he can also give me hand to hand combat training as well. Maybe all my spirits can teach me a thing or two. I wonder if Virgo can still use a whip like she did when they turned evil. She was pretty cool using it. As soon as I got home I dumped my things on my bed, ran to the living room, took my keys with me and took out Capricorn's key.
"Open gate of the goat! Capricorn!" With a flash of gold light, a tall, skinny, white figure appeared. Capricorn is one of my wisest spirits I have a contract with.
"My lady, what is it you need?" I hadn't seen Capricorn since he helped me before the grand magic games and I don't summon him very often. Now I will be able to connect with him more.
"Capricorn I need you to help me raise my magic level again, a lot more this time. I need to become stronger" Capricorn just stared at me like he was thinking of why I want to get stronger or how he's going to help me.
"My lady, may I ask why you want to raise you magic level again. You raised it quite decently last time in a very short amount of time. The amount you raised it with the amount of time you did it in was quite hard on the body even if you didn't realise it" He's right, I didn't realise but what affect did it have on me. I was fine.
"Isn't it obvious? I want to become stronger so I can fight alongside you, the rest of my spirits and my friends. I don't want to be that girl that hides behind her friends and has people to fight and protect her. I want to be able to do more on my own. I want to be more useful in fights. Be able to do more damage to our opponent. I want to be as strong as everyone else, even stronger!" Capricorn had a look on his face that looked like he was worried about me. I can't tell him the real reason. Well, that was all true, I just didn't tell the whole truth. His worried look turned into a smile.
"Of course that's obvious. But Lucy, you are not useless. You are strong in your way and weather you see it or not, you do a lot to help you guild mates. A lot would not of happened if you didn't join Fairy Tail. Now, let's get started. I'm sure you remember how this goes". Yes, let's get the show on the road.