Hidan

As I stare at the blood stained surface, now I know it wasn't meant to hurt us.

It feels so good, it feels so calm.

A sense of security a pleasurable wrong.

Shatter my heart shatter my dreams, I stare into their lifeless eyes and hear their silent screams.

the fires of anger, the fires of hate washing away their pain.

The seconds we live, the moment we die, the things that we see, the years that we cry.

Nothings as it seems.

I shut the lights out and shut myself in, the blade growing closer, closer to skin.

With each stroke of my flesh I become closer with death.

he stares at my window, he knocks at my door.

He sees my carpet my blood stained floor.

A victim of life, a child of pain, a bloodied corpse, self slain.

I hunger no more for sanity in life, I hunger no more for self sacrifice.

Hidan