A/N: Okay so this is the sequel for Never coming back which was clearly a lie from simon. But let me know if this is good and if you want more. Also to make it clear simon is a daylighter just to let you know so you don't get confused. Since I failed to mention simon and Jace got together a few days after simon became a daylighter and have been together for almost two years until Jace cheats. Sorry I didn't explain but I'll try to on this sequel and I am thinking to make a couple of chapters not sure how many yet but let me know if you want more. Also let me know if there are certain things you want me to add or explain and I will:)
Author's note: I don't own any of the characters.
Five years. That's how long he was gone but now he's back. He knows he made a promise to never to return but clary needed him more than ever. And he wasn't going to let her down. Of course he wasn't going to abandon her and izzy's weddng day but once it was over he's leaving again.
In those five years he was gone he explored the world never looking back on the life he had with Clary, Izzy, Magnus, Alec, and of course the one person he definitely didn't want to think about or see.
It was him that made him feel loved and told him many times that he loved him.
He was the one that also broke his heart.
He knows just blaming him for what happened isn't right. It does take two people to tango but he was more hurt over the fact that he cheated on him. Yes he admits that it also hurt because it was Alec that he chose to cheat on him with but he thought he loved him but he was wrong.
Now that he was coming back he doesn't even know if he could speak or even look at him. Simon was still hurting and just even thinking about him made Simon want to burst out crying but he holds it in because there's nothing and nobody that he can do to fix his broken heart. And that was the problem the only person who can heal his broken heart was the person who broke it in the first place. Jace Wayland.
Simon's pov.
Right now I'm on way home for Clary's and Izzy's wedding. I can't believe it well...it wasn't that much of a shocker but clary getting married first is. I'm really happy for her she deserves all the happiness in world after everything that's happen since becoming a shadowhunter. I'm kinda happy being home and seeing the people I now call family. Except for Jace. What he did is still hurting me and I don't know if I'll be able to handle seeing him again but hopefully someone who understands will help me get through it. Magnus Bane. Oh how much I've missed Magnus the only person who can understand my pain but I've heard he and Alec are doing good after getting back together. I'm happy for him and Alec too. I just hope this month goes by fast. Since I'm the best man I'm pretty sure it's not.
As soon as my plane landed I went straight to magnus's apartment but first texted Magnus to make sure it was okay to stay. Once Magnus let me up and I entered the door I was shocked.
Everyone," Welcome home Simon!"
Clary, Izzy, Magnus, Alec, and jace were all there. I could see the small smile that formed on Jace's face once he saw me but it was gone in less than a second. I looked away not wanting to get emotional. I saw clary coming towards me.
"Omg Simon! I've missed you so much! Thank you for coming."said Clary while she gave me a bone crushing hug. "Your welcome clary. Anything for you" I answered back once she let me go. The next person to give me a hug was izzy than Magnus and Alec even though it was obviously uncomfortable. Jace on the other hand just stayed were he was which I admit kinda hurt but I was glad if i can't even look at him how was I suppose to touch him.
While I went to put my things away in Magnus's guest room I couldn't help but remember everything that happened before I caught Jace cheating.
I was talking to Raphael about him helping us on a recent mission. I was so thankful and glad that me and him finally became friends. We grew close and he promised he'll always be there for me and so would I. "Anyways thanks again Raphael. I know you're busy with being a leader and all..." before I could finish Raphael interrupted me. " you don't have to thank me Simon. You know I said I'll help you with whatever you need. What are friends for right?" He said with a grin. I couldn't help but smile. " I have to go Jace is waiting for me outside and we both know how impatient he is." I gave Raphael a hug and as soon I was pulling away I heard a cough from behind me. It was Jace and with a not so pleased face.
I heard Magnus come into the room. " Hey, Samuel you okay. Been in here for a pretty long time." I couldn't help but smile as realized I missed his many names he has given me. "Yeah I'm fine I just was lost in the past for a bit." He nodded in understanding and motioned for both of us to sit on the bed. " Simon, I know how hard it is for you to be back here again after what happened.." " Magnus can we please not talk about this right now." I interrupted him. "..No, look Simon i know what you're feeling. I felt exactly the same with Alec and I want you to know I'm here for you okay. And I understand that you don't want to talk about it right now so when you're ready we will okay. I'll be here." I nodded at him but I couldn't help ask.
"How did you do it?" Magnus face showed confusion so I asked again. "I mean how did you forgive Alec. I can barely look at Jace and I start remembering what he did. I don't know if I'll be able to ever forgive him. Magnus, how did you do it?"