A/N: hey people!

This is basically a oneshot about how war and the older nation taking care of the younger nation going off to fight in the war and how that affects the younger one.

This…is going to be very confusing. If you can't keep up, I understand.

Enjoy!

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"There is another war." Prussia said over breakfast. "I have to go to fight."

Ludwig dropped his fork onto his plate and looked at his brother in horror.

"What?"

"I have to go." repeated England.

Alfred immediately jumped off his chair and tackled England. His arms went around him in an embrace.

"You can't go!"

"Lovi, I have to." Spain said patiently.

Lovino looked up stubbornly at his caretaker.

"You don't have to! Stay!"

"Italia you know I cannot do that." an irritated Austria said.

Feliciano held the front of his dress in his fingers tightly.

"I don't want you to go."

"I know my little one." France murmured apologetically.

Matthew didn't reply but hugged onto him tighter.

"I won't let you."

China laughed and gave the child another hug before pushing him away and put his hands on his shoulders.

"Japan. I need to and I am sorry but you can't stop me aru." he said.

"I don't want you to go!"

"Why not?" Prussia demanded. "This isn't the first time I had to go."

England sighed and kneeled down until he was eye level with his colony. "Listen this is my duty as a nation and a personification. I need to go and fight alongside my people."

"And don't worry about me. You know I'm too strong for anyone else to hurt." Spain said confidentially.

"And besides we need to keep our people safe and living another day." Austria said turning back to his piano.

"We need to protect the ones we love." France whispered to Matthew who still refused to let go of his shirt.

"I have to protect my little brother after all don't I aru?" China asked Japan while he secretly enjoyed this show of affection from the rather somber child.

Ludwig let go of his brother. 'I hate it when you go off to war.'

Alfred sniffled once more and took England's hand in his own as England walked towards the door. 'I hate it when you have to fight others.'

Lovino watched as the door closed biting back the tears in his eyes. 'Because when you go off to war.'

Feliciano watched from the window sill as the carriage that carried both Austria and Hungary until it was out of sight. 'You always come back hurt and wounded.'

Matthew slid down the wall clutching his white bear who tried to comfort him by licking his cheek and his tears off his face. 'And I don't know what to do'

Kiku remained motionless with his back against the wall and his knees to his chest with his arms around his knees. He tucked his head in-between his knees and his chest. 'But most of all.'

'I don't know if for sure that you'll return home to me.'

This was actually easier and more fun than I first thought.

Incase you still cant figure it out it was random points in time when the colony or the younger sibling had to watch the older sibling or their parent in a way go off to another war. You'll notice the ruling nation or the older brother has their nation name and the colony or younger brother has their human name.

Everything that each nation is saying they are all saying. Everything that the colony/younger brother is saying and or thinking all of them are saying/thinking it.

Anyway I hope you enjoyed that.

Questions? Comments? Leave them in a review.

Until next time.

This is Phoenix-Fire Power over and out.