This is an old fic.
Songfic to Beloved Wife
I don't own this song or Inuyasha.
It's not fair! My mind screamed as I held Kikyou's dying body in my shaking arms.
By the grace of some higher power her mortality had been restored, and we were finally able to share a life together. But now, that life of happiness was being stolen away from us after such a short time. Naraku . . . .Damn him. It was the jealousy of Omigumo's heart that had pushed Naraku to steal her fragile mortal life; knowing nothing -not even the jewel- could revive0 her from this.
How am I to carry on?
It's not fair!
You were the love
For certain of my life
You were simply my beloved wife
I don't know for certain
How I'll live my life
Now alone without my
Beloved Wife
"Hush your tears" Her beautiful called to me as she wiped the unstoppable drops falling from my eyes. Her hands feeling like the softest silk on my tear-stained face.
I clutched her closer, sensing the last of her life draining from her.
I can't believe
I've lost the very best of me
"Don't leave me" The plea seemed to just slip from my mouth, seeing her own tears in those hypnotizing eyes. I can't tell if the tear are of pain or grief. Her long hair dances in a mournful wind, but I don't notice, I couldn't feel anything even if I wanted to.
The very life within me is fading fast as I lose my beloved Kikyou.
The air in my lungs as run out, but I can't draw anymore in, I can't feel anything but this heart of mine that's breaking apart, I've gone blind for everything but her. Only her can I see.
The endless darkness closes in on me, trapping me in it's deadly grip, containing me in this gothic cage.
You were the love
For certain of my life
For 50-years, simply my beloved wife
with another love I'll never lye again
It's you I can't deny
It's you I can't defy
A depth so deep
Into my grief
without my beloved soul
I renounce my life
As my right now alone
with out my
Beloved Wife
"Inu. . .Yasha. . ." She lifted her hand to mine and placed something cold inside it.
"I Love You" She whispered with a soft smile, but I could see the pain under her sincere facade.
"No Kikyou!" The words sounded to harsh to be spoken by me, but I knew no other had said them. "You can't leave me, not now. . . . . please. . .I . . . I need you."
She only smiled at me as more tears began to feel, drawing her last, sorrowful breath, out lips met in once one final kiss.
My love is gone, she suffered long
In hours of pain
My love is gone,
Now my suffering begins
My love is gone
would it be wrong if I should
Surrender all the joy in my life
Go with her tonight?
Her body fell limp in my arms and I knew I had lost her.
Looking down I saw what she had placed in my hand.
The Shikon no Tama.
The fear welled up in me, how was I going to live without her?
What use was this jewel if I couldn't be with her?
Good-bye for now
"I love you, . . . my Beloved Kikyou "
My love is gone, she suffered long
In hours of pain
My love if gone
Would it be wrong if I should
Just turn my face away from the light
Go with her tonight?