This story is what if Bella left, after Edward left her. She wanted to find him after she had become his equal, even though it hurt the ones she loved.

Hane Tsuki-Wings of the Moon does not own Twilight nor New Moon, She does not own Edward :'( Nor Bella, She doesn't own any published thing yet….YET!...
"The Volturi,"

" Volterra,"

"Italy,"

" I wasn't going to live without you"

"Kind of like the royal family"

" you don't mess with the Volturi"

He couldn't live without me, Ha! What a lie, a fake. He wouldn't really die for me….would he? No, not any more… The thoughts I thought. The ideas I came up with, they would hurt Charlie, and Renee. But I didn't want to live anymore… I just wanted him…and he didn't want me, for what I was, a pathetic human.

I tried to not think about these things, but one day I thought that maybe, the thing I had wanted most…maybe… Maybe he could love me if I was equal to him, if I too became the monster. These thoughts, were the end of me. Maybe I could seek out others, 'monsters'…

I bought the ticket, a one way ticket. I sent the rest of my money to my father, I wouldn't need it, either I would die, or be changed. I wrote a note telling them 'sorry' saying I loved them. I left my truck and set it ablaze. With my new stereo. I hitchhiked I didn't care, I didn't think about the risks. I got to the airport, eventually. I got on the plane. I flew away, forever.

I took bus to Volterra. It was old, the walls. I didn't even know how to find them. I didn't know if I could. But somehow I did. When the phantoms came out, when they smelled my scent, I begged them to change me.

They took me to him, Aro, and his brothers. I begged him to change me. When he asked me why, I told him, about him. Aro shook his head, and took my hand. Cold, hard hand, it looked so, fragile. He looked back to me, questions in his misty red eyes. A girl, a child appeared. She glared at me, and hissed, while only moments before she had smiled.

"Imagine the possibilities, the joy she could bring to our little household! Can't you imagine how she turns out?" Aro asked his brothers.

Aro and his brothers talked about this decision.

In the end…it was the end. And I was changed, forever. I lay on a hard bed, fire consumed my whole body.

Sorry it was short, gomenasai! please review! the more reviews the sooner i get chapt2 out!