[Bella's P.O.V] The pain was unimaginable. The tearing and ripping feeling, indescribable. The worst pain though was knowing my baby couldn't breathe and it was dieing. I tried fighting through the numbness and pain but I couldn't. I could only scream and watch Victoria smirk in the corner. I couldn't help but worry what would happen now. I knew I was going to die. There was no way I wasn't but what will happen to my baby. To Edward, Renesmee, Masen, Ej, everyone.

Just then Carlisle and Esme were beside me and Edward was tackling Victoria. I tried speaking but it was no use. I could hear them talking but I couldn't respond.

I did try my best to look outside into the rain as Alice and Rosalie came through the huge gap were the door should have been. Jasper and Emmett were burning pieces and I had a glance of Renesmee Ej and Masen. Relived they were safe. I smiled slightly at them before there was a sharp kick and I began coughing up blood. I couldn't breath now. I couldn't move and I felt a few more sharp kicks before my world went black.

I was numb now. No feeling what so ever, but that would come and go. I could catch voices, words, before I was sucked back into the darkness. Then I heard one voice a certain voice that made me in even my numb darkness feel cold.

" MOM!" Her bell like voice rung through the darkness. I wanted to call out to her that it was okay but I couldn't. " Mom listen to me! Don't you dare give up on us! Don't you dare leave us! Not now!" she shrieked. Of course I wouldn't leave not, by choice.

That brought me back. Holding tightly to her voice. Refusing to let myself slip into the darkness. I had to hang on for her, for her brothers, for Edward, Jacob, my new baby every one.

Then I felt a warm sensation in my arms. My new baby. It had to be. My other children were just as warm, but then the heat began to get scorching hot. Like holding the hot end of a curling iron. Suddenly I dropped the thing in my arms before realizing my arms were phantom things by my side.

The burning went further and further until I was engulfed in flames. I felt like screaming but I didn't. I knew better than to. If I was dieing it would be over soon. And if I was being changed it would hurt every one around.

Then the blackness got brighter. Memories flashed through my mind. Most of them of Edward. Moments we shared, conversations, kisses, everything. Others were of my parents. Spending time with them and then of Jacob. The times we spent as children the time we spent when I first moved to forks. Next were memories with Alice and my other old friends. Of Emmett's witty jokes and how him and Jasper were so competitive.

Next were memories of disappearances figuring out about vampires, and then Of James. The vampire that started this whole war with Victoria. The fight between him and Edward that day. Then the memory of Edward leaving me alone. The memories of the pain and the sorrow. Until I knew I pregnant.

Next were memories of the day Laurent tried to kill me in the meadow. The day I first knew Jacob was a wolf. The birth of my children ,and then the memory of the first encounter with the volturi. Seeing Renesmee, her small five year old shelf running behind me in fear. Masen and EJ stumbling around. Seeing the black figures before the memory faded.

New memories flashed now. Of Renesmee and Ej laughing at Emmett and Jasper fighting. Masen dancing with EJ to the routine they made up on there own. Memories of them and Edward playing foot ball out side and how they would play wrestle all the time even including Renesmee.

More and more memories flashed before it was darkness all over again and the burning engulfed me into flames. Burning me alive.

I don't know how long I was burning. I was just burning. Then slowly it began to fade and the more it faded the better and clearer things got. Then soon I could hear and I could feel. I felt as if I was on cloud nine when I heard Edward's voice. The soft sound nearly making me release me grip on my jaw to keep from screaming.

Then I heard the small bell like voice chime into the room. "Dad?" the voice asked and I felt as if my heart had exploded in my chest. Which it probably had from the fire burning there. '' Yes Sweet heart?" Edward sighed. His breath crashing on my face. "How is she?" the voice asked. Edward squeezing my fingers. "Okay, I think. I don't know." he sighed his voice pained.

I heard foot steps closer before I heard the thrumming of a heart beat. I couldn't under stand how I heard it though, Could I be close to being done with the transformation. I didn't know.

I then felt warm breath as the voice spoke once more. "She looks different." the voice whispered. Edward's hand again squeezing my fingers. "She does, but it's still her." he sighed. There was a deep breath before a response.

"How do you think she will take everything?" the voice whispered. "What do you mean?" "You don't think she'd be like those new borns we took care of...do you?" that question sent pain through me. But more of an emotional pain than the burning sensation I felt right now. Even if I didn't know who the person was it hurt that they thought I might be a monster.

"No, Renesmee your mother will not be like them. She will have us to help her." he said reassuringly. That was Renesmee? She sounded so much older. I couldn't help but wonder what she might look like now.

" How long before we can actually...see her. And she can meet the babies?" she asked. Babies? It was babies?

"Maybe after a few months, when she can control her thirst. Edward sighed. What? After a few months! No I wanted to see them now! I lost a small grip of control from the frustration and I felt my fingers jump.

Sorry it's been a littl while wait for this I had a major test to take but all thats over now so I will update sooner this time. Hope you enjoy please review :D