This is my first Fan Fiction.
This story is a BxE
Summary:
Isabella Swan is a shadow. She is shy and unsure, but when her best friend's Jasper
and Rosalie move to Forks everybody see's the real Bella. What happens when she
falls in love with a member of the band she just joined?
More of a A/N at bottom of page. Alot will be explained.
Disclaimer: i do not own anything.
Its all just a Blur
When I herd about jaspers return panic struck me like hard hitting batter.
I never wanted him to see me like this. I was once outgoing, kind, smart, free, and adventurous. Now, now I am a forgotten soul, lost, but the wild part of me was waiting, waiting to break out.
I left phoenix 2 years ago to live with my dad in forks after my mum died from a chronic heart disease. It came as no surprise; it had been a very long road. Jasper's parents were friends with my mum that's how we became friends.
We were inseparable and we still talked frequently on the phone.
What I had neglected to tell him was that I had no friends and no personality left, now he was coming, he would see for himself that I truly am a loser.
The sound of a car in the driveway broke me out of my trance of self hate.
No longer than a minute later the door of my room flung open and their stood jasper. Oh shit. He ran over to my bed and flung himself on it crushing my body. "JASPER" I screamed, he pulled me up and hugged me closely. "Bella, I missed you so much" he yelled loudly in my ear he quickly let go of me.
God he was hot, when did that happen "I missed you so much too jasper" I said I was on the edge of tears, he had changed so much and I never realised I missed him so much.
I jumped over to the edge of the bed where he had positioned himself and I enveloped him in a massive hug. I moved back and softly pushed him away "now get out, I
need to change" I said as I pushed him out of the door way and shut the door.
I quickly got out of my pyjamas and put on my jeans and black hoddie with a pair of white converse shoes. As I ran down stairs I pulled my hair into a slick bun but as I neared the bottom of the stairs I slipped and slid down the bottom half of the stairs on my bum. I jumped up unharmed, it was a usual occurrence, I am quite a clumsy person.
As I looked up jasper was clutching his sides in laughter as he stood by the kitchen table, and then I saw next to him Rosalie with a look of horror on her face. Shit. I know what I'm in trouble for, and I deserve it. "ISABELLA MARIE SAWN, YOU HAVE OFFICIALLY KILLED YOUR SEXY" she shrieked and at this jasper was on the ground laughing even harder at her, this
was all too much for me, my eyes welled up with tears and I turned and run back up the stair only slipping twice as I got to my room I let all the tears come.
Damn, now I choose to have breakdown. I felt a warm body envelope me in a hug "I tried I really, really did. I just lost all my will" I was crying harder now. I knew it was Rosalie without even looking, she was like my mother even though she was only 2 years older than me she acted more mature than most 19 year olds "Bella, honey I'm so sorry" she said as she hugged me tighter "Now get up" she demanded "We are going to go on a shopping weekend, I haven't seen you in forever and I miss you so much" I nodded at this, I knew this is what I needed. I didn't apologise for my behaviour Rose always knew me best and she understood.
She got up and walked over to my closet, she looked through shaking her head. "Okay, call Charlie tell him you are going to New York for the weekend with me. No buts, we haven't hung out ever since you left phoenix" I nodded; I knew dad would let me and Rose; she was as I said very very responsible.
Well that's what Charlie would like to believe but in all truth she took me clubbing, taught me how to break into cars, how to drive really fast and before my mother died me and Rose and I got a tattoo each, but all that we keep to ourselves. But in saying that she knew when to stop and what is right and wrong. She is my idol.
I grabbed my phone and called my dad, he understood and as soon as I had a few essentials packed in a small bag we made our way down stairs. Jasper was sitting impatiently on the sofa he jumped up when he saw us turn around the corner "Bella, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have laughed at you' he hung his head at this I walked over to him and hugged him tightly, "Jazz, its okay, I need rose's help. But you will see me all re invented and sexy" jasper pulled back " I like you just the way you are Bella" he said sincerely " I know but I don't like me anymore" I said as I pulled back smiling weakly.
I had almost forgotten jasper and Rosalie's parents were loaded. They had billions, but unlike most wealthy people they didn't show it. They all loved to spend money on me and I have gotten used to it. I grabbed my wallet and shoved it in my bag. I locked up the house we ran over to a taxi that rose had called earlier and drove off, I turned to see jasper kick his bike to like and tear down the street
My time in New York with rose passed as a blur. I had been waxed in every pace imaginable, had my hair cut and coloured a darker brown. I spent a day at New Yorks finest day spa. But what we did most was shop. I even think Rose went a bit over board we had 2 massive suitcases and then 10 boxes that were all filled with Gucci, Prada, Dolce and Gabana, Chanel, Dior and many other smaller label clothes. In total I had 60 new pairs of shoes, 30 new bags, loads of new bras and undies and only god knows how many clothes.
We hadn't really thought about where all of it was going. As we were sitting on the plane we decided to throw out every single item of clothing I own, I reasoned with Rose to let me keep my shoes, my 2 pairs of converse and my combat boots. We had spent 4 days in New York and it was time for me to go back to school. My father decided to let me go back on Monday after he saw the mass amount of stuff we had gotten in New York.
I sat on my bed as rose put everything in place, my phone vibrated I smiled as I realised it was jasper I quickly answered "Jasper, hey" I herd a soft laugh "Bella, Bella, Bella. What are we going to do with you? But look before I forget how about we go to a club in Seattle, its new called eclipse, its supposed to be really good...so what do you say?"
Wow I forgot how jasper gets to the point quickly.
"Id love to" I blurted out very fast. I blushed deep red, rose raised an eyebrow. "Okay ill pick you up at 3.30" he said and I could almost hear the smile I'm sure was plastered on his face " see you then" I hung up the phone and rose motioned for me to spill. "Jasper just asked me to eclipse the club tonight"
I said as fast as I could but very cautiously she smiled, it was her evil smile, she was going to fully make me over "oh hell no"
I half yelled at her, her smile just grew bigger "Isabella, what time is he coming" she said in a mock serious tone " 3.30" I shakily replied, scared of what she was going to do to me. "Shit Bella that's only 3 hours. Hurry shower now" she said as she pushed me to my bathroom.
Shit...what is she goin to do to me...
Okay, so it may seem a bit like its going fast. but what you need to know is they have been friends for a very long time, they dont need to discover each other, they are pretty much family. It will slow down in comming chapters. I was thinking of doing a little Edward POV in coming chapters.
i would really like reviews, they would help me in deciding what to do and if i should keep going.
Thanks
Averia