Title: I long for you
Author: Bluefalls
Pairing: RuHana, hints of SenHana, FukuSen.
Disclaimers: Slam Dunk does not belong to me. Yadda yadda yadda… you know the rest.
Warning: This is on Rukawa's POV. About Sakuragi. It's in the disqualifying match between Shohoku/Ryonan. Can't really remember every single detail, so will be changed here and there a bit. This idea got into my head when I once noticed that Rukawa was staring at Sakuragi… you know what our "crooked" mind does next…
I looked at you. I could see the anger and confusion etched on your face… and most of all your challenge. Fukuda… why him? Is he too great that you want to beat him so much? He hates you because of Sendoh. But what about you? I want to know…
Then it hit me. It was just pure challenge A/C: gomen to make Rukawa so slow. Your innocence… I worry for you. But… not now please… now I need save my energy to beat that baka Smiley who has the hots for you too…
I saw you trying to sort out your feelings. About why you "lost" to Fukuda. About why they chose you as the "hole in defence" I could nearly hear the thoughts in your head… "Am I really not the Tensai after all?" I wanted to comfort you, but I just don't know how to because you regard me as your greatest enemy…
You turned around, and saw me looking at you.
"What are you staring at, Kitsune?"
I checked myself, and changed my expression to an annoyed one.
"Do'aho"
You cursed at me, and my face showed no expression, but do you think I don't care and I don't feel anything? My heart hurts like hell and every hatred word you utter aimed at me breaks my heart into pieces bit by bit.
I've almost shown it to you. But, you're innocent. Don't think you know true love like I'm feeling now, ne? Your eyes are only on Akagi's sister… what's-her-name… That annoying little girl, who looks at me with pink hearts in her eyes. You don't realize, but I am sure it is nothing more than a simple crush. Lots of times I wish she doesn't exist, so that you and I can be friends, or more…
I turned my head towards you again. This time you were looking at that girl with a silly expression on your face.
"Do'aho" I said to you.
But you were too lovestruck to notice my "insult".
I sighed, and jogged away forgotten by the one I love…
It is okay my Hana-kun. It is okay if you do not feel for me the same way I feel for you. So long as you are happy, I don't mind. And I will find out your answer when I have the courage to tell you… some time… when the right moment comes…
What do you think? I know I don't really make nice fanfics, but reading those delicious fanfics makes me want to write some of my own. Will try to get better ideas. I think this is a bit better than my last fic... but can still improve, ne? C&Cs appreciated! Arigatou!