A/N So this is something that's been going on in my head ever since I read the Twilight series, it's also my anniversary present to AniimeChiick a.k.a. Cheyanne; happy anniversary, girl!!! Hope you like it all!!! P.S. it's probably a 3-shot, so don't worry that I won't update PB&TB, for the people who read that.

Searching for the Memories – Part 1

VictoriaPOV

I slowly approached the window, knowing that this could be my only chance for success. My nostrils flared as I smelled the scent of her blood pulsating through her veins in the air; it didn't appeal to me as much as it usually did, because I wanted to enjoy this and not drink all her blood immediately. I already fed off 3 humans, so my thirst would be stilled. I didn't waste any time as I sprung up into her room.

She was awake and looking to her ceiling with a look of pain and emptiness; she looked the way I felt without my James. She slowly turned her head in my direction and said, "Kill me if you want to, but you're not getting anywhere with it."

I immediately stood erect, not knowing what I was hearing, but I knew she wasn't lying. She continued, "Edw--he left me, he doesn't love me anymore, so if this is going to be your punishment for him, he's only going to be glad to be rid of me."

She spoke with so much sadness and hurt that it was impossible to not listen to her---she seemed to go through the same thing as me; loosing her mate. She went on, "If you really want to hurt someone, then change me." I couldn't believe my ears; she was willing to be punished for something her mate did, take the blame for everything.

She looked at me; a broken girl, never to be healed again. And for once I felt pity and anger at the same time; her mate had killed mine to save her, but in the end it had all been for nothing, because he didn't love her anyway.

I told her, "I could kill you right now if I wanted to, but I'm lonely and I need a companion who's gone through just the same thing as I had, so I'll change you." She simply said, "Thank you, but first, can you go get me somewhere else, I don't want them to find me while I burn."

I grimaced at her; she knew what she was going through without a complaint, I liked her. I charged towards her and flashed my teeth, then I lunged forward and bit her in her neck, I then picked her up and charged into the lonely night.