Many last chances

Author: Japanese-china Feedback: yes please Email: james_aka_spike@hotmail.com Archive: ask first Summary: the scobbies get a final chance Rating PG-13 Spoilers: various BtVS from all seasons Authors note: this is a work dedicated to my kiddos, nibblet mum dad, Charlie 'cause she didn't freak, and everyone that lost a loved one... Parings: S/B, W/T, G/J, X/A eventually.... Timeline: post chosen

chapter one

"We've all lost our loves all of us, but to make their death meaning more than lost we must keep on living." Giles, Buffy, Xander and Willow sat together a bit away from the other survivor, Giles had opened their little ceremony. "Tara" Willow smiled sadly as she continue talking about her lost love. "She died because Warren wanted Buffy dead. I never got the chance to make everything as it should be say all those things I thought she knew but should have made sure she did know..." Willow started to cry but continued through tears "She'll never know all those things now..." As Willow continued to sob Xander patted her back and begun to talk "Anya was brave this time, didn't run away the only time she should, she didn't bail when it counted even though I did... I didn't give her the two single most important words 'I do'..." Next to talk was Giles "During my life as a watcher I have buried far to many but Jenny was the first one I loved, I have buried loved ones after her but she was the first.... I never had the chance to tell her that..." Buffy looked at her feet as she said "He never listened I told him I loved him and he told me I didn't I loved all of that, his attitude and his always bleached hair, even before the soul I loved him... I wish all of us got to have a second chance with our loved ones" As she finished of her sentence there was a big light in the middle of the core group and a not so strange voice said "Done"

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