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Living with me must be one hell of a trip. I was never easy to get along with. I worked for people that never followed by the rules. My name was Patrick "Doc Hottie" Drake. I was what every women wanted and needed yet the only one I wanted had hated me since the first day we met. Dr. Robin Scorpio. The fiery doctor who wanted nothing to do with me. That was until she fell ill with a very strange illness then it took everything both of us had to keep our hands to ourselves. Then she went and pulled a stunt like this and we both could have been killed. That's where the rule breaking came in. One thing I never told anybody, let alone a women was that I worked for the CIA.

"Robin, babe. Wake up please." I yelled at her as I sat next to her hospital bed for the second time in as many months. "God, how the hell did you let this happen? Why did my danger have to hurt her? It wasn't suppose to be this way. It should be me in this bed not her. That bullet was meant for me. Dammit why couldn't she just learn to leave the dangerous stuff to me? I love her and I can't lose her now. Robin, come on open those eyes for me please." I, Patrick Drake was actually crying. I never cried but I couldn't lose the women (aside from my mother) that meant so much to me.

"I love you too." I gasped and then sat forwards in my chair to see if I could make our if her eyes were open.

BEEP…BEEP….BEEEEEEEEPPPP……

"Elizabeth, get the doctor. CODE BLUE!" I yelled out her door as I watched the love in my heart flat line.

"Patrick move!" She yelled as she and a whole lot of nurses and doctors came slamming into the room.

"Robin, please fight. I can't lose and the person I love. Fight for me, and fight for us." I screamed as I watched through the window as they started the crash cart.

"Dr. Quartermaine. Wait, she's stabilizing on her own…" I heard Elizabeth say as I let a lone tear slide down my now smiling face.

"Thank you." I said to nobody yet everybody.

Ring…Ring…Ring….

"What the hell were you thinking? You could have killed her!" I screamed into the phone knowing who it was.

"Agent Drake that was not our fault. She was not suppose to be there. Why was she there? You were told to come alone. Next time you should listen better." Then the line was dead.

Elizabeth came walking over to me with a smile on her face.

"She's asking for you." Was all she said then walked back to the nurse's station. It only took me a second to realize what she was trying to tell me. My Robin was awake. My long legs only taking me a split second to get to room.

"Robin." I whispered as I entered to find her with her eyes closed.

"Patrick." Her voice was small and very weak but the sound was enough to send yet another tear sliding down my face. It was music to my ears to hear.

"I'm right here babe." I said as I sat down on the edge of the bed and placed a hand on her cheek to let her know I was really there.

"I'm sorry I got in the way. I just couldn't…" I put a finger to her lips to silence her.

"It's okay. Just as long as you're okay. God Robin what I would have done to make sure this hadn't happened. I was suppose to go by myself, I should be the one in this bed not you." I was silenced when she placed a hand on my cheek.

"Don't you dare. I decided to be my parents kid tonight. It's a flaw. I see danger and somehow I become involved. Patrick Drake don't you dare blame yourself for my own decision. And don't push me away either because I will just push back. I love you and God help me it scares the hell out of me like you wouldn't believe. Love has always found a way to beat the crap out of me, and I had given up completely on it until February, when I actually saw a side of you to like. I know you are flawed believe me I have witnessed them first hand, but I, Robin Scorpio, am also flaws and I'll be the first to admit it. So please explain to me why the hell you where suppose to meet somebody on the dock by yourself, at night?" I knew Robin had now given me a reason to love her more. I was just unsure how she'd be able to handle the facet that I worked for the CIA. Already knowing what her parents had done for work. Could she live with me if she knew I couldn't tell her everything about the places I had to go and the work I had to do.

"Robin. I know you need answers but I'm scared you're going to be the thing to beat the crap out of me, by leaving. So can't it wait until you're healthier to know. Besides, I just need you alive and willing to give me a chance." I said as I watched her shift in her bed so that she had placed herself on the edge of the bed.

"Patrick, come here." She said as she pulled back the corner of the blankets so I could slide in with her. I just stared at her like she was crazy. No more then ten minutes earlier she had flat lined and now she was asking me to climb in with her. "Patrick. I don't bite I just want you to hold me while I sleep." I heard the words, but my brain had shut off. I couldn't love this girl more if I tried. I slipped my shoes off, took my belt off, so that it wouldn't scratch her and climbed in with her, wrapped my arms around her and watched her fall asleep.

I knew in the back of my mind that this was far from over. If I really wanted out of the CIA they were going to fight tooth and nail. As I watched my angel sleep I felt my eyes getting heavy with sleep myself and I gave in, for the first of many nights a I hoped to spend with her in my arms.