Lily&James

disclaimer: i dont own Harry Potter so DONT SUE ME

"Lily!" he cried and grabbed her arm and spun her back around. "Let go of me! I hate you James Potter!" she screamed and he instantly let go. Sirius and Remus shared a glance. "Ja-" Sirius started but James held his hand up interrupting. "No, I don't want to hear it" he said making his way to the Boys Dorms. "James, what are you going to do?" said Remus worriedly. "Nothing too drastic" he replied shutting the door. "Nothing too drastic" Sirius reapeated worry growing quickly. When they finally got in there they saw James in a puddle of red...a puddle of his own blood.

Lily burst in the door, causing Sirius to jump and Remus to give a small scream. Lily was in tears as she disregarded Sirius, Remus, and Peter and rushed to James's side. "I'm so sorry.." she whispered, although she was aware James couldn't hear her. "I'm SO sorry" she whispered again, a teardrop landed near his eye and she brushed it away. She kissed his cold, seemingly dead lips and kept wispering how sorry she was and how much she loved him.

"Lily, visting hours are up" Sirius said softly and put a hand on her shoulder lightly. Lily looked up into Sirius's eyes. His charming blue eyes had lost that mischevious sparkle. But how could it not be gone? James and Sirius were apart of one another, apart of Sirius was slowly dying. "It's My fault isn't it?" she said quietly and stood up, not letting go of James's cold hand. "If he dies, I killed him." Tears swelled up in Lily's eyes. "No, Lily, if he dies you did not kill him, he killed himself" Sirius said and held Lily with brotherly love. "What if he dies..." She said then started to panic. "He's gonna die! He's dead!" she said, the panic rising in her voice. "That's it! Keep talking about me like I'm dead!" came James's voice from the hospital bed.

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Lily awoke, the dream of that night had once again haunted her. She turned facing James and snuggled closer to him, his arms automatically tighening around her although he was asleep. Lily smiled into his chest. Her James was alive and still as in love as ever with her. "Morning, Lils" James said as he awoke. "Morning" she said, slightly put out that he had to wake up and the innocence vanish. "I love you so much, James, don't ever listen to me again when I say I don't" she said and he held her closer. "You dreamed about it again, didn't you?" he asked and kissed her forehead. Lily nodded. "That's just a memory now, it can't happen again" he said smoothing back her hair.

"I love you, James" she said smiling. "I love you too, Lils" James leaned in to kiss her but at that moment, Harry started to cry in the next room. Lily giggled and James gave a heavy sigh. "You know, some day that boy is going to learn a lesson" James said giving her a quick kiss and sitting up to go take care of Harry. "Oh?" Lily asked amused at her husband. "His kid is gonna cry right when he's about to kiss the second most beautiful woman that ever was" he said getting up. "Second? Why not the most beautiful?" Lily asked snuggling into the pillows. "Lily that's disgusting, Harry wouldn't want to kiss his own mother" he said and leaned over and kissed her then headed for Harry's room.

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just a sweet lil L/J nothin...i thot it was rather sweet..R/R!!