Kill Me with Your Memories
When I see the ocean I think of your big blue eyes. And how they used to drown me in my thoughts. I couldn't hide when you were mad, your eyes attacking me like harsh waves. Your tears as salty as the sea. Your eyes as warm and welcoming as the blue ocean. I'd do anything. Anything just to go swimming in your ocean eyes again.
When I see the autumn leaves swirling in the air, I think of your soft curly hair. The warm brown color so innocent yet so inviting. Your hair so sweet like a cold crisp apple. The feel of it so cold, but yet so warm. The curls wrap around my body trapping me like the large trees. I don't fight it because I like the way it feels. I like the way your hair blocks my nostrils with your warm scent. I'd do anything. Anything just to be caressed by your soft curls again.
When I see ice cream I think of your porcelain skin so creamy and delicate. The touch of it as fine as silk. And the way that just one touch of it would wake me up like the bright sunshine. The soft and kindness of it as sweet as the freshest honey. But the harshness so sad but yet so beautiful. The way the sunlight would hit the side of it, giving it a light angelic glow. I'd do anything. Anything just to be intrigued by your soft skin again.
When I see the slide at the park I think of your curvy body. The way when you moved, you brought the world with you. And all those eyes. But the way it reassured me, wrapping me in a warm embrace, that it would always be mine. How it stands so bright and confident, drawing me in with every movement. I'd do anything. Anything just to be worshiped by your body again.
When I see peaches, I think of your soft lips. Just to be smiled at was sweet enough for me. The wetness coating your lips always so sweet and innocent. The gorgeous pinkish color forming your lips so well. The softness of them distracting me so well. As long as it was your lips distracting me, I didn't mind. Not one bit. I'd do anything. Anything just to be tasted by your sweet lips again.
When I see the stars I think of your free spirited mind. How it always managed to get into my thoughts. How it always somehow knew what I was thinking. It's curiosity tickling me like a light feather. I wanted to know what it was thinking. But all I had to do was look at you, and I knew. Your mind makes me wonder if you feel the same thing I'm feeling. If you feel it too. I'd do anything. Anything just to be read by your curious mind again.
And just like that you're not even here. But you still manage to kill me. To kill me with your memories. But to tell you the truth, I wouldn't have it any other way as long as it was you. Eli. The soft voice whispered, bringing a tingling sensation to my spine. I turned around to see the memory I had been avoiding. Now you're back and you don't just kill me with your memories, you kill me with your existence.
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