"So, what we're just gonna end iCarly? Just like that. BAM last episode?" I asked still in shock at what Carly had just said.

"We at least have to talk about it Sam, Freddie and I are going off to college after the summer" she replied looking down at her smoothie.

"Aw c'mon Carls, Can we just not talk about it right at this second we're still in High school." I said.

Truth was I didn't want to think about losing Carly, or even Freddie for that matter; as much as I picked on the kid, he was still one of my best friends.

"Sam…" she started to say but she was cut of by her cell ringing. "Oh, its Spencer I'll be right back.." she finished standing up and walking outside.

I glanced over at Freddie, he was staring off into space. He looked thoughtful but upset. "Sup' with you Nub, you haven't said a word since we sat down"

He blinked a couple of times and ran a hand through his hair "Oh, sorry I was just thinking about what Carly said.."

"Oh C'mon Freddie we still have months before you guys leave"

"I no it's just.."

"Its just what? You and Carly will be fine you're both going off college, I'll still be here, alone."

He didn't reply, "Freddie?"

"So, what are you going to do once we leave?" he asked, he actually sounded concerned. Maybe I imagined it.

"I dunno, what can I do? It's not like I'm gonna get into any fancy college, like you and Carly,"

"Have you applied to the community college?" Ok, this was getting weird.

"Yep, I got in. So I'm staying here" I shrugged trying to look nonchalant.

"Oh," was all he said.

"Freddie what'- " I began, this was waaaaaaay out of my comfort zone Fredward wasn't usually worried about anything other than technology or Carly, but was interrupted when Carly came running back grinning.

"Spencer, said my letter from Stanford came through"

"Well what are we waiting for? Lets go and get it!" I said standing up and heading for the door.

"Well open it Carly! The suspense is killing me!" Spencer said jumping on the sofa.

"Give me a minute! I cant do this I'm to scared!" Carly whined fanning herself with the envelope.

"Here, give me it to me I'll open it!" I snatched the envelope from Carlys' hand and tore it open quickly, but before I could read it the door opened and Freddie ran in beaming like the idiot he is "I got in, Stanford accepted me!"

I raised my eyebrows and looked at Carly "That's awesome Freddie!" She squealed running over and hugging him.

I stood still for a moment staring at them, what if Carly had been accepted into Stanford too. Selfishly I'd hoped we'd all be going through the same thing. That we would all be alone and have to try and make new friends- but here we were, the two of them turned and looked at me just as Spencer spoke up "Sam, what about Carly?"

I didn't say anything I looked down, slowly at the letter in my hands and there it was printed in black and white "She got in" I said quietly as she walked over and took the letter from me; checking to see if what I had said was true.

"Oh my gosh, Freddie we're both going to Stanford!" she smiled, at him.

I sat down on the couch, acting as if I didn't care.

"Well done you two" Spencer said giving Carly a hug.

I glanced over at Freddie as Spencer and Carly started talking excitedly about Stanford. He wasn't laughing or joining in with the their conversation he wasn't even smiling. He was looking at me, his expression was blank. He nodded towards the door, I followed him outside.

"What'up" I asked in my usual cocky tone.

"Oh c'mon Sam, I no you're upset I was watching you in there" he sighed.

"What are you talking about nub why would I be upset?" I asked, annoyed.

"I don't know you tell me!" he answered.

"I'm fine." I replied, stubbornly.

"No, you're not, I no you Sam. I saw your face when you read Carlys letter."

"If you ask me you're the one that's upset here! And I can't see why! You're going off to college with Carly, you'll be together all the time. Dream come true for you huh" I snapped.

"Is that was this about?" he asked.

"What?" I replied.

"That I'm going to be with Carly"

"What?" I yelled. "You think I'm upset because she gets to college with you" I frowned; what was her trying to say, that I…like him? I mean he was way out! Wasn't he?

"I didn't say that! Sam what's going on with you? He said, I looked up at him making sure my expression was fierce "There is nothing going on with me, you can go off to Stanford. With Carly do whatever you want. I don't care!" I turned away from him quickly, not wanting to see his expression. I walked back into Carlys apartment and went straight over to the refrigerator, It was a reflex I ate when I was upset.

"Sam are you ok?" Carly asked from behind me.

What was it with people asking me that today! "Yep, I need some ham" I replied as I took some praying to god that she hadn't heard my argument with the nub.

"As always" she laughed, I faked a smile and turned to face her. She looked her usual happy self, good she obviously hadn't heard a thing. Freddie was no where to be seen.

"So, what are we going to do for the show this week?" Carly smiled.

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