Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious

Beck looked over at Jade. He could tell she was really annoyed with him lately but whenever he asked what was going on she just told him she was fine. If this was fine he shuttered to think what not fine was.

"Jade," Beck said, "Can we talk?"

"Okay," Jade said, "Talk"

"I know you're angry with me. I just don't know why," he said, "I love you and whatever it is I want to work it out."

She sighed.

"I'm not angry with you per say," Jade said, "I'm just annoyed. The past few months you've been doing things that have gotten me annoyed."

Beck put a hand gently on her shoulder and motioned for her to continue.

"Every time Tori and I fight you assume it's me who starts."

You usually do don't you,

he thought to himself.

"It's not you," he asked.

"Not always. I'll be the first to admit I'm not nice to her but it's hard for me to be nice to her"

"Why?"

"Because," Jade said, "She kissed you on her second day of school. I hate her for that."

"It wasn't even a real kiss," Beck said, "Tori is only a friend to me"

"Even when I try to be nice to her it backfires. Like when I said she must have been feeling stupid I was trying to empathize," Jade said, "I was so angry about that time out thing I couldn't even look at you for the rest of the week and I was mad because I was trying to be empathetic but you always assume the worst."

Beck took a breath.

"I know you were trying to be empathetic," Beck said, "I never doubted that but you don't know how to be empathetic and I really didn't want Tori to be hurt more then she had already been. To me that was the quickest way to move on."

"I also hate the fact that you get mad at me," Jade said, "Because half the time I don't do what it is you thought I did and the other half of the time I have a reason for doing what I do."

"Jade when I get mad at you it gets you to listen," Beck said, "You haven't embarassed Tori since the first time I got mad at you."

"I didn't embarass her that time either," Jade said, "I didn't put up that poster. You don't point out the things I do right either."

"Well you're sixteen. You're 3 days older then me. You're not a kid"

"But you point out my flaws. It makes me feel like I'm not as good as you want me to be and that I will never be good enough for you."

"Jade that is 100% not true," Beck said, "And if I ever made you feel like you're not good enough for me believe me I regret that."

"Why do you love me anyway," Jade asked, "I'm a bitch. I'm a loser and Tori is so much better then me so why do you love me."

"1) Do not ever call yourself a bitch or a loser and do not ever say that Tori is better then you are again ever and secondly I love you because you're you. You are the person who makes me smile when no-one else can. You're the reason why I'm happy. I don't like everything that you do but I love you because you're you. Love isn't reasonable or logical. It's just love. I will never suggest that I was right when I was wrong and my wrong behavior stops right now but I want you to understand something. You're my girl and you always will be"

"I'm your girlfriend," Jade said firmly, "You don't own me"

"Fine," he said, "You're my girlfriend. I love you and I will always love you. Don't you ever forget that. Do you understand?"

"I get that Beck. Oh by the way Miss Sagion is playing today at the dome theater."

"Yes it is," Beck said.

"I want to go. It's this afternoon"

"Sure," he told her, "I'll get the tickets"