Anymore (stupid anymore) (So stupid anymore) (Stupid anymore)
I asked the thieves to come in
I told them to make way
I was left with only boxes
And stuff to throw away
I meant everything and at everytime
I asked to be left alone
I told God of my was, my whens, my wearing and my way
Still stuck in the appletrees awake in dreams
Your fakes like gunfire can't reach me soon
And to fake is a great strike
Real alive in wonder and not to direct me and my every thought
To not fake real alive in wonder
You can never touch
And not to choose your celled path or round road or endless wait
"This is so stupid" and debate but bite your tongue
Maybe it's the opposite
But you go on biting your tongue and wondering til Summer comes up
Absent, unstuck a stow away
Absent, never stuck I stole away
Like a calf awaiting slaughter
Once full of life, now full of life, fill to the brim, a match stroke over and over
To spill over
The party's over and it does burn out
With no spice, no rolling of magic and malice and die
Cold has come
Alone in my throat
Sealed and free
I go, I go and simply go and to be gone
I can't come back again
I'm full of a birthing, a sin, and everywhere begin
And a way in
I'm empty of your possessions and poison
I've emptied you out and soon won't ever have to again
Your web will try to spin and stick and capture or call or ball
And your net often spies and threats
Sticky
But breaking
But that will end in freezing and your jamming and abandonment and ignored calls and your saying
"This is so stupid" so many times, too many times, on and on and on again
Endless amounts to relight the ash
So many times and ending amount that "this is so stupid"
Doesn't mean anything: anymore.