So I was thinking about making a 2759 fic where Gokudera loses ten years worth of memories, returning him to his before-he-joined-the-vongola self. He remembers everything before he met Reborn and Tsuna but nothing else. I'm trying to build this as Gokudera re-discovers himself, regaining memories and feelings slowly. So it's kind of a character-study too?
Anyways, here's the prologue, nothing that important really but hopefully, it'll get better with time /crosses fingers
Never Will We Know
Hurt and Forgotten
He knew he shouldn't have sent him on that mission when every cell in his body was on the edge, intuition screaming at him to be wary.
But being hopeful, denying that something wrong would happen, he forced a smile as he bid Gokudera goodbye.
Sometimes, his intuition told him wrong.
He desperately wished that this would be one of those cases.
If something could go wrong, it will go wrong.
It was the logic of his life really. A logic he couldn't be happier if it was gone for good.
Because here Gokudera was, bloodied and unconscious and all of that was his own damn fault.
"A kid got in the way and octopus-head didn't have another choice,"Ryohei explained with a grim expression when Tsuna frantically asked him about why Gokudera was in such critical state.
A week ago, he sent Gokudera and Ryohei for negotiations in Milan. It was supposed to be a normal mission, nothing alarming or dangerous.
But then a rival family got involved and now Gokudera was not waking up.
He should've stopped him, warned him, anything.
It's my fault that he's in this state.
My fault that…
Tsuna hurriedly entered the hospital room Gokudera was staying at, overjoyed about the news he heard.
He has woken up.
But then he saw everyone there, and he immediately knew that there was something wrong.
Their expressions when they were looking at Gokudera weren't happy, they were clearly troubled.
And when he looked at Gokudera, he knew the reason why.
Gokudera had an odd glare, one that he didn't see for years.
"Who the hell are you all?!"
He doesn't remember.
TBC
Please tell me that I'm not chasing after an unreachable goal with writing this...